Poems of a Life..

One Day..

Sometimes I just hate you, you know.

Sometimes I'm just dumb as hell, I know.

Sometimes I just wanna be cool, like you.

And, I don't know if I'm sick...

Or just upset that you choose someone else..

Your voice, eyes, looks, name. You was my light and yet...

You know, I think that we're like moon and sun..

The sun shines and makes the moon glow.. but.. the sun doesn't care..

And you are my sun.. you.. were..

Your eyes were saying "I hate you" but I just loved you..

After this.. I'm thinking that I was just in love with someone..

Who's in love with someone else.. But I don't care.. I think..

I don't know if I'm just crazy..

or I now hate myself just like you hated me.

Maybe I'm lost in a delusional world..

And my mind are torturing me, so don't ask me if i'm okay.

Maybe I don't wanna breath again..

Maybe my voice is broking but I wanted to say that..

You didn't realize, but, you never saw my tears, because you're the one who made me cry.

Sometimes I can be possessive..

Sometimes I can be a little needy..

Sometimes I can be so childish but.. I thought you loved me..

For who I am..

Anyway, I loved you..

And.. maybe one day I could say it in the present time again..

I loved you..

The End..

Hi, first poem.. this poem talk about my.. relationship with someone who didn't love me.. He cheated on me and all and right now, I feel so guilty for having loved him so badly.. and now I wrote this and I wish you all liked it..