HER LIFE

Saturday

So I wake up and it's 10:00 and everyone is still alseep I think I am going to make them some breakfast . I'm bored anyways whatever I walk into the kitchen and see Liam sleeping on couch and just coughed loud enough until he heard me and he woke up good morning sleeping beauty I said he replied back say good morning beautiful I looked and him and said in your little sleepy dream he laughed a little . I told him I was gonna make breakfast and asked if he wanted anything .He took forever to think about it and kept saying mhm I said I'll take that as a yes and he said "that's my girl " I was walking to the kitchen and then when I heard him say that I stopped and walked backwards what did you say I asked him and he looked at me as if in shock he said sorry I didn't mean to say that I'm just tired I was like ok . wait does he like me a little cause he had never said that to me ever I knew him since I was a baby but I have never heard those words come out of his mouth . When I was done making breakfast I went to my room to wake up the girls and they were still sound asleep when I went into the room I knew this would wake them so I yelled out " THE FOOD IS DONE SO WAKE ALL OF YALL ASSES UP TO GO AND EAT NOW " I guess that didn't work so I decided to go down stairs to get two pans and as soon as I started to walk up the stairs I saw Liam at the corner of my eye him in a towel wet . I was in my head holy shit look at that six pack OMG he had the perfect face brown hair brown eyes like me . But DAMNNNNN I just couldn't stop staring but when I saw him turn I quickly ran up the stairs and he yelled Esme was that you I ignored him . when I went back into my room I banged the two pans together and they woke up so scared they screamed I yelled out again " GET YOUR LAZY ASSES UP BREAKFAST IS DONE SO GO DOWN STAIRS GOD DAMN IT AND EAT THE FOOD THAT I MADE YOU" as they all got up and went down stairs well first they changed which took 29 mins which I didn't mind because i went down stairs to get there plates ready and when I was get the plates I felt someone grab my wrist and picked me up and put me on the counter and started kissing me I didn't know who it was at first but I didn't want them to stop because it felt so damn good to kiss him and I felt safe and secure when we stopped to breath i saw Liam's face . I was so shocked I didn't know what to do it was dilons best friend I mean I can't betray him he's my brother .But in that very moment I didn't care I wanted to go back to kissing him I just stared at him for a couple of seconds and he started to speak and said esme I'm sorry----- he got interrupted by me saying and I am sorry for this as I grab my arms out them around him I kissed him again and I put my legs around his waist and he carried me to the couch we started to make out but then stopped when we heard the girls calling my name to see if I was down here . both Liam and I sighed and he said we will finish this up later when we are alone he made me smile and kissed me again and got off of me . As the girls finished there food they had to go home which was around 12 and finally when they left my brother came down rushing down stairs with my mom and they both had to go to work at 12 and they were gonna be a couple mins late but they get out About around 10 so that left me a little alone time with Liam thank god . As I saw Liam no where I decided to clean up I cleaned the dishes and swept the floor as I felt someone grab my waist I got scared at first and then turned around but it wasn't Liam it was my boyfriend mark as known as the player in my school . He kissed me and which I was upset because it didn't feel good as when Liam kissed me but I didn't want to tell mark about that because he would have punched him in the face and probably kill him but whatever .I asked him how did he get in he told me Liam opened the door which was odd because I didn't hear anything or even see Liam . Mark said he always loved me but I didn't believe him and he said that he missed me all the time he thinks I'm stupid and doesn't know that I know he is sleeping around with other girls he had like a whole line of girls waiting for him to be single .I told him 1 dY that if he wanted to break up I totally understand . he kept saying no but I knew that he wanted to . But one day I will tell him that I like some one else it until now I will act just like him . " babe" I said . he answered yeah I asked him " Do you even love me "? 😐
He said what ? I said do you love me ? He looked at me if he was confused . And I want you to tell me the truth I said . Of course I love you why would you ask this question . Mark I'm not stupid I know you still your still sleeping around . He acted stupid I don't know what your talking about . Why don't you just be a man and just admit it I rather have you tell me then getting my heart broken ok . he said it was true that he was still sleeping with girls . I knew it was true so why did I start to cry I say him with a disappointed face he started to cry because he didn't like to see me cry . I still and will always love you and I'm so sorry I heard him say . Sorry that you slept with those girls or sorry that that you hurt me I said .he said I'm sorry for hurting you . I said I'm sorry mark I can't deal with this anymore I can't do this and your gonna be free so you can do whatever you want and so can I . I understand just know I will try to win you back he said I kissed him on the check and then walked towards the door opened it and said goodbye mark in a gentle way and he looked at me grabbed my chin and kissed me gently on the lips man I was gonna miss him but it's for the best. when he got to his car and drove away I started to cry and run up the stairs and went to my room and when I got to my room I saw Liam sitting on the edge of the bed with a little smirk . I hated when people saw me cry I quickly wiped my tears and saw Liam put his arms out like telling me to go and hug him and I did since he's a lot stronger and taller then me I sat on his lap and hugged him . he kissed me on the forehead . and I then got up to put my legs on either side of him and we started kissing again like we did that exact same day . and he got up holding me in his arms and I'm not that light so he must be really strong to be holding a more then average girl my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist and he got on the bed again with me on top of him we stayed there kissing it felt good but at the same time it felt so wrong .Because you know it was my brothers best friend but he made me feel safe and so secure . when it start getting hot I started to unbotton his shirt and he started to take off my shirt I yelled wait he asked me are you ok did I hurt you I said no it's just my first time doing this I saw Liam's face he was like yeah your right don't worry we don't have to do this . he said we should wait because I just broke up with mark . And of course I agreed with him .But after we stayed in that position we didn't listen it started to get hot I know losing my virginity to him would I guess would be ok . It was already 2 o'clock we had a lot of time until my mom and brother came back when I got up to make some lunch it hurt in a few places that I didnt expect it to hurt . I was sore of course but as I said it was worth it . When I was walking down stairs in my leggins and my big swears I decided to make soup . When I was getting two bowls out from the covered I heard footsteps I turned around to see Liam standing there in his boxers which again I didn't mind. I asked him if he was hungry he said yes he came around from the counter put his arms around my waist and started to kiss my neck my whole body tingled and it felt nice I moaned saying Liam . I love when you say my name like that he said I turned around looking at his big brown eyes and smiled he of course smiled back . He said why do you have to be so damn beautiful Esme when I heard him say that my heart melted . I asked him what does all of this mean Liam he looked at me as he was confused asking what . This what are we are we a thing a couple lovers what . He said you know I would love for us to be a couple but your brother I pushed him off of my roughly . He hit the counter and said but I don't care what your bother says esme I wanna be with you and you only I don't care about the world because you are the most beautiful girl in this earth . He stated to walk closer to me I let him and as soon as he tried to touch my face I ran I looked back at him and told him miss me miss me now you gotta kiss me he started laughing and he said you asked for it the only place that I could hide was in my closet that no one knew about I heard him coming up the stairs . The door to the closet creeked I knew he heard it so he walked closer to the closet but in stead I jumped on him he caught me I said you can kiss me when ever you want . He laughed does that mean I can say it . Say what I asked him . " that's my girl he said " I blushed what girl could have not blushed . I said yes yes I am. He smiled And we just stood there making out it felt nice he carried me on the bed we stayed there kissing for Lke about 2 hrs or so . I got up and told him that I was gonna take a shower because I felt dirty he said ok I am to I asked him where he said the down stairs bathroom and I was gonna take a shower in my bathroom but I told him no . He looked confused . I told him don't couples do everything together 😏😉 I winked at him he gave me this face 😏. I told him this is gonna be fun we got in to the shower I turned on the water and I was taking shower so did he I didn't expect to do anything and neither did he we just wanted to relax so we did when we were done taking a shower we just layed in the bed as soon as I knew I passed out I woke up with Liam on top of my looking at me telling me wake up beautiful I ordered some pizza and got some soda . He said you know you look so beautiful when your sleeping I sad thanks laughing. I got up tired saying ok that's good cause I'm hungry laughing him doing the same .  I got up I almost fell over and Liam caught me saying are you ok I said yeah my legs just like twitched I said I'm fine I went down stairs got a slice of pizza some soda and Liam did the same but 2 slices we sat in the couch and watched a movie it was a love about how a girl lost her virginity to her brothers best friend . When the movie was done I was thinking about the movie suddenly it popped in my head Liam he got scared said are you ok. About to hug me I said no no no no no !!!!!!!! I'm not. Liam I said did we use protection he looked at me thinking about it he looked sad and said no . I didn't know what to do I was frozen for a couple of seconds and told Liam not to look so upset he said I'm so sorry I told him hey if I find out I'm pregnant it's fine I'm 18 I'm old enough and I always wanted this day to happen he said ok and he kissed me on the forehead .