Falling for the Rockstar

Chapter 5- Grace

My heart is racing wildly as I feel Louis' gaze locked on mine. The moment between us is electric, and I can almost feel the tension crackling in the air. It feels surreal to be sitting here in his hotel room, wearing one of his T-shirts, with him standing in front of me while the darkness slowly envelops the room.

He kissed me. I can still feel the soft sensation of his lips on mine, and the memory of it sends a tingling sensation through my stomach. He tasted like paprika chips and the cigarette he'd just smoked. I'm incredibly nervous—I've never been in a situation like this before. Boys were never interested in me, and the fact that it's Louis, of all people, who's this close to me now feels unbelievable. My mind is a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions. I feel like I'm balancing on a fine line between what I want and what I fear.

"Grace..." he says softly, and I can hear the uncertainty in his voice. "If this is too much for you, I can stop. You just have to tell me to stop."

Part of me is panicking, while the other part is vibrating with excitement. I take a moment to process his words, feeling my nervousness grow. "I... I've never been intimate with anyone before," I murmur, looking away in embarrassment. "This is all new to me."

Louis' expression shifts when I share my insecurity with him. The softness in his eyes gives me a sense of trust. "That's okay," he replies gently, and his smile is comforting. "Do you want me to stop?" he asks cautiously, as if afraid of hurting me.

I shake my head as I look away from his eyes. "No, I... I don't want you to stop." The words come out hesitantly, but I can feel the truth behind them. It's not just the desire for closeness, but also curiosity that drives me. I was so scared of this moment, had often thought about what my first time would be like. But I definitely didn't imagine it like this. I even thought I might die a lonely virgin.

"Are you sure?" Louis asks again, pulling me out of my thoughts. "I don't want you to feel uncomfortable." His thoughtfulness touches me. "I'm just a bit nervous, but that's okay," I say, trying to offer him a reassuring smile. "I trust you, Louis."

He smiles back, and the light in his eyes makes my heart calm down a little. Slowly, he leans toward me again, and when his lips meet mine, all my uncertainties seem to fade away for a brief moment. The kiss deepens, becoming more passionate, and I can forget the world around us. "We can stop anytime, you just need to say it," he repeats, and I nod softly into the kiss.

Louis pulls me closer, and I feel our bodies pressing against each other. His hands glide gently over my back as I lose myself in the kiss. It feels like I'm stepping into a new chapter of my life, and the thought makes my heart race.

I can't help but get lost in this moment. The tingling in my stomach intensifies as I kiss him deeper. Slowly, we stumble toward the bed, and I lie down on it. Louis follows me, leaning over me. "If it gets too much, just tell me, okay?" he whispers, and I nod, savoring his touch.

His touch is gentle and inviting, and I feel the heat between my legs growing hotter. "You're so beautiful, Grace," he says, pressing his growing length against me. He leans closer, his breath brushing against my skin, sending a shiver down my spine. His hands glide over my body, slowly slipping under my shirt.

Louis pulls back for a moment and looks into my eyes. "Are you really ready?" he asks softly, and I nod firmly. "Yes," I whisper.

With a soft smile, he leans in again and kisses me, while his hands wrap around my waist, lifting my shirt over my head. Louis takes a moment to look at my body. I can see how his eyes darken, the usual bright blue turning a few shades deeper.

He pulls off his own shirt and leans over me again, kissing me as he moves down to my neck. His hands travel down the sides of my body, gently cupping my breasts. A soft moan escapes my lips. My hands move to his pants, and with trembling fingers, I unbutton them and pull them down a bit.