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by emma19892

by emma19892

Pretty. What does it mean to be pretty. I don't know I just know that I allways wanted to be that. It didn't matter if I was smart or funny no f those things ig only I was pretty.

I was born in a happy family well they were happy until I was born. I have a twin sister but we aren't identical twins no but how I wished to be.

She was everything I wasn't. Pretty oh and she knew it she used it .

It all started when I was 12 what an age yk. Average kid was probably running around laughing or idk doing something else. But I. Well I was at home all alone it was allways like that. People just preferred my sister and I don't blame them I also would do the same. My parents were working and sister out with her friends. She had a lot of them even older boys were crazy about her. Oh how I wished to be her. But anyways I didn't really have any friends I was really social and well it was okey a little bit lonely but okey. I couldn't speak at school cause I didn't have any friends but at home well I talked a lot and everybody hated that they all always told me to shut up but I just laughed at that acted like it didn't but every time they told me that I just broke a little bit more. I just wanted to talk to someone it was hard to be with my thought all alone always. Anyways 12 it was the age I decided I would just change my self no more being ugly no I would be pretty.

My plan was pretty simple:
1. Get skinny (everybody likes skinny girls and also I knew that I was kinda fat my sister was size 0 while I was 3)

2 .Start to wear make up just to be pretty

And that was it just that easy.