My past

True version

You saw them right?
A friend said.

Yeah, I definitely did.
I replied.

What did you feel?
They said.

With what? That he's seeing new people?
I asked.

Yes, but particularly is that he's seeing a "guy".
They replied.

And so?
I asked.

But isn't he in denial about his gender identity and that became the reason that you two separated after only being together for a month?
They replied.

Yes but, new people will come for me too.
What my past has been doing isn't my business anymore.
As I've said to my last message for him " I just hope you won't do to anyone the same pain you've done to me because it hurts so fucking much".
Yes, the him that I met is the "in denial" 'him' but I wish the 'him' that the person I saw with him today is experiencing the "real" version of him that I didn't get to experience.
I ended.