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( prologue, dear diary, it's me again )
august 3rd, 1996
DEAR DIARY, IT'S me again,
It's officially been two years since we moved to Woodsboro, and it still doesn't feel like home. I thought it would get easier, but everything still feels wrong. Nathan's been getting worse. He hardly talks to me anymore. Dad's always either drunk or gone. It's like I don't exist to him unless I screw up.
Sometimes I think about Mom. I try not to, but I can't help it, no matter how badly she treated me. It's like she's everywhere and nowhere at the same time. I wonder what she would say if she saw how things are now. Would she be proud of me for holding it together? Or would she hate me for keeping the secret or not fessing up and telling the truth?
School's starting again soon, and I guess I'll be stuck seeing Billy more. Not that I mind. There's something about him I'm intrigued about, even if I don't totally trust him. I can't figure him out. He's quiet, but intense, like there's a lot going on under the surface that no one else sees. I've caught him looking at me a few times. It's weird... but I like it. It makes me feel like I'm not invisible, at least not to him. I'm probably reading too much into it. It's not like he really notices me. Guys like Billy don't end up with girls like me. They go for girls like Sidney.
I know I shouldn't think about him as much as I do. He's trouble. I can feel it. But maybe trouble is what I deserve.
Anyway, Tatum wants to go to a party this weekend, and she won't shut up about it. I might just go to get out of the house. I need to escape of my own head for a while. Everything's been so heavy lately, and I don't know why. It's like something's coming, but I don't know what.
Maybe I'm just being dramatic. Per usual.
- K, the lonely bitch x
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A/N:
hollywood may be slowly falling apart but at least fanfics are still alive?
with much love,
-A ♥︎
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