She can't know...

She's home!

I sat in my room waiting for my best friend Espin to get home. Her and I have been best friends since... well, I can remember. We're going out tonight for her 18th birthday. I just turned 19 a few months ago but, tonight's not about me, it's about her.

I'm taking her out to drink. You know, why not? Okay, I've been having some thoughts lately and..the other night, I had a dream that I kissed her and since then...I don't know, I think I've been avoiding her, I mean...I'm not lesbian, I never think of girls like that, sure I'll look at a girl and say "she's pretty" or "she's got a nice ass" but...don't all straight girls..? I also, couldn't be bisexual, it would still mean I could like a girl and, I just don't think like that, okay?

I've been ignoring her texts and calls lately, I kinda don't know why I just feel... weird since that dream... but, the texted me saying "listen, I know you've been ignoring me but, I don't care anymore! it's my birthday and I'm coming over!" And, yeah..she was right, it was her birthday so, I sent her a quick "k" and I've been waiting ever since

"Trinity?" I hear a voice call from the front door.

"Hey! You're home!" I start "how was your parents?" Oh, right! I forgot to mention, she lives with me, she's just been at her parents for the past

"Oh, it was okay" she replies.
She throws her bag on the ground then looks at me with her hazel eyes.

"What?" She says with a crooked smile.

"What?" I repeat.

"Why, are you staring at me?" She askes.

"Oops!" I say and walk away. I could tell she was watching me by the lack of footsteps behind me.
I sat on my bed and took out my IPhone. Oh, my free gift from crossy road is available!!! I say excitedly...in my head. Oh god, what is my life? Jeez.
Hm..I think we'll leave around 8:00 so, I should probably do my makeup. I get off my bed and walk over to my vanity. I open up the drawer and take out my mascara and eyeliner. I wasn't looking for a date tonight, just a good time. So, i guess I'm trying to look good for myself..right..?

"Hey, when are we leaving?" Espin says as she lets herself in my room and sits on my bed.

"In about an hour." I reply slowly applying my eyeliner. Silence falls between us, for what seems like hours when, in reality it was probably only a minute. Until.. she decided to break the silence.

"Why have you been ignoring all my calls and texts?" She askes sounding worried.

I wasn't really in a talking mood so, I just kinda shrugged my shoulders hoping she would just take that and drop the subject.

"Trinity, That's not a proper answer she says, I look at her though the mirror. Our eyes make contact as I see her giving me a stern look. I quickly get out of my chair and walk out of my room. I honestly wanted to avoid that question all together.

My makeup was done and I didn't really feel like doing anything with my hair. the clothes I was wearing I had already planned so, I was ready to go. I slouch down on my couch, pick up the T.V remote and press the power button while stuffing a handful of popcorn in my mouth.

After about twenty minutes of T.V, Espin walkes into the living room and sits on the opposite side of the couch.

"We're leaving soon you sho-" I start as Espin cuts me off

"You still haven't answered me...and, get outta my popcorn!" She says.

"I don't know Espin, okay? If I didn't want to answer you then...what makes you think I want to answer you now?!" I yell avoiding eye contact I get up and walk towards the hallway.
"Hurry up, we're leaving in twenty" I say as I walk into the hallway.

Hey! So..I'll be posting the next part when I get 10 views on this one! -Alli! <3