Love Trust and Betrayal

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What do you think these three words hold to you?
Can we handle this three words ?

Do you think the first two words still exist?
All I see is the last word that holds a strong position in this day to day life.

How many people have use this word and harm us?
The people we have given our trust turns into a selfish person just to satisfy their needs.

I question myself each coming day
Am I worthless ?
Am I unlovable?
Can't I be trusted by others?

I shut myself in a room of dark, so deep in thinking which leads me into delusions.

I have tried and tired to what they want me to be.
I have forgotten myself and lived to people expectations.
"People pleasure"

I wasn't still enough to what they want.
I shut myself because I forgot my worth.

Each day in a dark room thinking the unthinkable.
To live on this world is a tough decision
To live my life as pathetic as this is hard

The self hatred grew stronger

I crave for love and attention as the same amount
I give them.

I prayed to god each day

Why am I kind ?
Why can't I be selfish ?
Why do I care about people opinions?

Will they remember me if i leave this world?
Will then they realise my worth?

The kindness god gift to a person turns out to be a curse for me.

Please take away this gift !! My dear lord !!

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