Black Heart's

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Y/N was looking down at the grass thinking of everything that her grandmother said to her a few days ago. A deep frown was settled on her forehead as her mind ran through the speed of light making her think different scenarios.

It was a chilly night and she didn't care about it and her health as she stood under the sky with her green sundress that she wore today.

Three days had been passed and he didn't talk to her other than being a driver and bodyguard. Wrapping her arms around herself, she leaned her head back and looked up at the sky. Her face was giving away the expressions of sadness and tiredness.

She was tired of her over thinking and trying to control everything. Blinking her eyes, the tears rolled down her eyes as she looked at the clouds moving in the sky as they tried to hide moon behind them.

"Why I can't be liked by anyone?" She questioned herself as the doubt and insecurities surfaced up in her heart. She closed her eyes and sighed feeling tired and drained out. It felt like it was never ending loop.

Her heart was turning black with despair and she couldn't do anything. She looked down and frowned as she felt the leather on her shoulders and the presence behind her. She turned around and was met by his gaze as she stared at him.

"Jungkook." She looked at him while he didn't show any expression.

His eyes were blank as he looked at the girl in front of him who looked tired. "Your grandma is looking for you. Go to your room and rest." He said as gazed at her last time before turning around making her hurriedly open her mouth.

"I'm sorry. I just... I didn't want to lose you..." She whispered and looked down, her jaw clenched and her hands turned into fists. She didn't like being weak and low in front of anyone.

Jungkook's face softened as he turned around and looked at her, her head down and her eyes closed. The softness in his eyes for her returned as he looked at her fisted hands and took a step closer before masking down his emotions.

"For what, Y/N?" He raised his hand and held her chin, tugging her head up and making her look into his eyes. Her heart skipped a beat as her gaze met his. It felt good to have his attention on her.

He raised his brow demanding an answer from her. "Tell me, Y/N. What you are sorry for? Are you sorry for playing with my mind or taking your own life?" He asked and she blinked at his words.

"Jungkook I-"

She was interrupted as he placed his forefinger on her lips, making her shut her mouth. "Shh. I want an answer... An honest one, Little Rose. And you are going to give me that, yeah? Because, I won't let you fuck my mind this time."
His voice came out hard, a frown settled on his forehead and she could see the anger flashing in his eyes. He was mad at her.

Y/N internally struggled to speak and tell him but when she parted her lips there was nothing to speak. There were no words on her tongue that could tell him about her reasons.

People went away when she tried to get closer to them and he might go too. Her grandmother words rang in her ears and she decided to trust her on them and face her fear as she spoke up.

"I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry." She whispered.

She couldn't meet his gaze for the first time and it made her angry. She never let anyone control him then why she was not having courage to look at him. He gazed at her face and pulled his hand away before coiling it around her waist and pulling her closer making her held his biceps.

"You should be, Little Rose." Jungkook clenched his jaw before pulling her more closer, making her gasp at his t!ght grip on her. "I was fucking scared, Little Rose. I was scared of something happening to you. I'm fucking mad at you for not giving a shit about your life."