The nursery nurse letters

Reece to marjorie (if it was the end)

TW : suicide,(mentions) eating disorder and family issues

Before I start I just want to say this will kind of be in chapters, the first kind of series? is if Reece commit. I think it will have around 7 chapters and I'll update this story as much as I can. 🩷

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To the love of my life,Marjorie,

I am so sorry to even be writing this but I cannot do this anymore my girl. Everything's too much now. You've saved me up until this point but I cannot deal with my dad and everything else. I've tried real therapy but I cannot do it. Please don't blame yourself for this,live your life without me. You've helped me through everything,my eating disorder,my family issues,honestly everything. You're always going to be my girl,don't lose yourself over this Marjorie. I want you to live your life,have the life I wish I could. One day you will heal and find someone who treats you as good as me. I don't want you to not find someone new because I'm gone,unless you're uncomfortable with finding someone. Don't ever blame yourself for this Marjorie this was all because of my father. Even if you think it's selfish as me being a 38 year old man and not being over childhood issues. But I cannot deal with this anymore my girl. I've done everything I can,please live the life I couldn't. Thank you for healing me even if it wasn't fully,you tried fixing my heart but it was shattered too much. I love you forever gorgeous.

From,
Reece xx