I life was ruined
I found my sister... DEAD
The blood was all around us and the police were here questioning all the people at the party..
I couldn't stop screaming and crying, i was hyperventilating and having a panic attack. There were so much tears in my eyes that i couldn't see.. and to know how much it hurt me is that.. i would never cry in front of anyone unless it was a situation like this...
I hugged Vaggie's body tight and refused to let it go. The blood was on me too but i DIDNT care! I loved my sister she was my best friend and my only friend! Now shes gone.. and i have nothing.. its all my fault... "V-Vaggie? Sis.. please.. w-wake up.." i managed to force out words. I couldn't believe it.. my bestfriend.. was... gone...i cant.. i cant believe it.. i dont WANNA believe it.. shes not dead.. its just a doll im holding..right?
The police tried to take the body away from me but i pulled away refusing to let my sister go... oh god.. help me... bring my sister back now.... the ambulence came and took the body away by force.... i hug myself tight and rest my head on the ground not caring if anyone was watching... the people who were at the party all watched in shock and sympathy. One of the police officers drove me home, and i informed him that i would tell my parents myself. As he drove off amd sprinted inside the house Screamed "MOM!!! DAD!!!!!" Mom comes running to me "WHAT HAPPENED?!" I explained everything to her and she had a reaction i would've NEVER expected..it left me speechless...
She was... happy?
She cheered and laughed as if she was excited thay Vaggie was dead.. my eyes were extremely wide and locked on her.. "this is good" she said "we won't have that demon in our house anymore. Im glad shes dead".. i was lost for words. WHAT did this bitch just say?! My sister, youre daughter is dead! And shes happy!? My mind was racing so fast with so many thoughts. I felt dizzy... and everything went black... i woke up and looked around. I was so confused... until...
I looked down
I saw...mom.. on the floor right under me.. dead... with a knife in the chest.. w-what? I looked at me hands that were FULLY covered in blood. N-no.. what did i do.? Did i....kill my own mother? No... oh my god.. my hair was a mess and i looked like a psychopath.. im a murderer... i can't breath... no.... i need... Vaggie... i need my sister... now... flashbacks of our childhood haunted me over and over again....i cant do this without her.. i cant live without...Vaggie.. not me.. wrong person.. im done..
Thats it for me
I looked around for something.. my vision was blurry and dizzy... i stumbled to walk.. i went in our parents room and threw stuff around and continued looking for what i needed.. til i found it..
Dad's gun
Just what i needed..
I took the gun and loaded it while my mind was racing of memories with Vaggie. I need her... i managed to speak my last words.. "i-i'll be with you soon sis..." tears stream down as i smile.. i point the gun to my chest right where my heart was and.. pulled the trigger...
I couldn't do this anymore
