the bite • q.k | ✔

one

PART I: moments turn to dreams within my mind

Woobin had always been a kid with big feelings, from big smiles to big tears, and as his mom you encouraged him to feel those big feelings when they came. Your older cousin often warned you that you were raising a "crybaby," but you brushed off her attempts at parenting advice. You'd rather have your Woobin and all his softness than her kid who screamed and threw his monster trucks at the wall at the slightest provocation.

But that didn't make it any easier for you to walk in and see your son bawling by himself in the corner of his classroom when you went to pick him up from preschool that afternoon. You immediately skirted around a couple other kids and parents to kneel down beside him, feeling your heart breaking as you rubbed his back, "Binnie, Binnie, hey, hey, hey. Mommy's here."

You caught the three-year-old by the underarms before he could throw his arms around your neck. His face was bright red, eyes puffy from clearly how hard he had been crying, and snot and spit coated his chin.

"Wait a second, Binnie, I know," you kept your voice level and calm despite how frantic you felt. "Is it a scary cry or a boo-boo cry?"

It took him several deep inhales and sniffling exhales before he could sob out, "Scary and boo-boo cry, Mommy!"

"Oh, baby," you immediately enfolded him in your arms, cradling him to your chest gently. "What hurts, Binnie? Can you show me the boo-boo?"

It was then that one of his teachers finally joined you, an apologetic look on her face, "Ms. Y/N, I am so sorry. We would have called, but it happened right before the end of the school day."

"What happened?"

"Woobin had an incident with another friend."

"An incident? What sort of incident?" You looked around for another crying kid, expecting that they both had gotten hurt doing something together.

Woobin had just pulled up the left sleeve of his whale patterned longsleeve shirt when his teacher explained to you, "Woobin got bit."

And there, on your son's upper arm was the bright red imprint of teeth marks. In fact, it seemed to have been so recent that you could still see the indents in his skin. You were filled with such a burning, white hot rage that your skin tingled and if you weren't already holding Woobin, you think you would've swung on someone. You liked to consider yourself a level-headed person, in control of your emotions, but it was practically all out the window in that moment.

"He got bit?" You repeated her incredulously. "You mean another kid bit him."

"I understand that this can be upsetting—"

"How did this happen?" You demanded, pulling Woobin's sleeve back down and wrapping your arms around him tighter. "What were you doing?"

"Ma'am, I think it would be best for all of us to have a discussion about this together."

"All of us? Including the biter's parents? I want to know what you are going to do to make sure my child is safe at your preschool before I even think about bringing him back here, much less have some mediation like he's at fault as much as the kid who bit him."

The teacher paused, as if waiting to see if you were done, before speaking again, "Ms. Y/N, it is our policy in such incidents to have a meeting between school personnel and the guardians of both involved children, regardless of... injury. In order for Woobin to keep his spot, you two are required to attend this meeting. We understand if you wish to seek out different accommodations for him, however, we've found that all parties are typically satisfied with the outcome of this process. I highly encourage you try it, and if you still want to pull Woobin from our program after, that is of course your decision as his mother."

Your chest was heaving as you took deep breaths, clenching your jaw as you stared her down. After a few moments of deliberation and listening to your son's continued sobs, you let out a short and bitter sigh, "When would this meeting be?"

"After school tomorrow. Will you be available then?"

"Fine. Yes," you stood up with your boy still in your arms, shifting him onto your hip. "But Woobin will not be at school tomorrow."

"He will be missed," she nodded with that same placid smile.

As you stalked out of the classroom, you passed by a father and son speaking to the other teacher.