right infront of my eyes
the lie
piercing my heart
the snake
the anger poisoning my being
neither my eyes can see
nor my mind think
i become a slave
within the clasp of rage
i feel i have been fooled
draggers stabbing one by one
both from those i love
i cry out with regret
the first time i felt
pain from the steps i took
the veins i bleed through
need to choose with care
the one to carry the seeds
what need for beauty or charm
just one to accept the role
to manage
provide the milk
but first
discard the search for blame
return to your mind
cannot move on with regrets
after this
tell me what will you do
to yourself
how will you tell
first to yourself then to others
what you do not have
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IY
yeni bi seyler denemek istedim
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