Ugly life, Pure heart

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I walked into the bar, all tired and exhausted from everything.
My eyes tiredly looked around, everything seemed the same, But then I saw the eyes I had been looking for for months.
Green eyes with an angelic face, she was sitting at the table and seemed worried and somehow scared, although she was hiding it, I could see through her.
She seemed to be in deep thought, I didn't want to disturb her, so I sat down at the next table and ordered a pizza so that we wouldn't be too obvious, I didn't want it to seem like I was spying on her or that I was some weirdo.
In her eyes I could see a thousand thoughts running through her head.
I watched and was amazed by her beauty even though her face was forbidden, at that moment I wanted to hug her and keep her until all her worries evaporate...... What am I talking about I don't even know who this girl is and already I want for myself... what is happening to me, I have never felt this way before.
She suddenly looked at me sharply, I didn't expect that and I quickly looked away.
"Having trouble officer?She asked me, God, I couldn't believe that someone could have such a voice, but it sure fits her, an angelic face with angelic voice.
"No sweetheart everything is fine, I'm sorry."
I said And only when the words came out of my mouth I knew what I had done. Sweetheart where did it come from, she looked at me strangely, suddenly got up and stood in front of my table. I stood in front of countless criminals, both minor and major. But one look of this girl froze my blood in my veins, now I definitely know that I must not let this girl go, I want her only for myself.
"I'm glad, commander," she said, commander, with enough venom to kill someone, and I only liked her even more.
"But I'm neither yours nor anyone's, sweetheart, and the next time you call me that, you'll make me very angry, and believe me, you don't want to know what I'm like when I'm angry." she said, gave me a killer smile, turned and left.
I couldn't say a word, nor could I get up and follow her, I don't know what happened to me.
The only thing I know is that I want to call this girl my own, And I need to find out who she is...