October 4, 2024
If life was a person, my dear, it would be you.
I feel like crying sometimes because your laugh puts the very fabric of my being at ease, pulling me into an embrace where life actually feels real.
When I see you smile, my soul bleeds. I don’t see the passion that everyone else does. I see the ugly fear of being hated which the curves of your lips conceal with the beauty of hope.
Your sobs push me into this weird space between life and death. I just want to give you every happiness, even if it costs a death.
When I look into your eyes, I find myself lost in the immense beauty of the moment that for a moment I forget you’ll never be real to me.
And I’m scared that when I wake up, I’ll look for you, but you won’t be there.
Then I realise — life is beautiful because it's you.
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Letters to BTS
PoetryA collection of random letters I write to BTS. Ignore the dates.