As we're sitting on the blanket on the thick green grass I was wondering how god gave me the chance to have a boyfriend as wonderful as Zach. He's sweet, loyal, honest, and the funniest boy I've met. He has his fingers through mine, holding them tightly. His hands feel like they were meant for mine. Who knew that a boy who is a troublemaker in school can be the best and loyal boy outside of school. Sometimes I wish I could live with him forever. But I'm only 15! How could I ever manage that. And with all the trouble I'm going through with my dad sometimes I wish I could pick who is in my life and who isn't. But when I'm with Zach all my thoughts and opinions just... disappear. And I want it to stay like that... forever. <3