the doomed love

Rihanna

I stared at the celeing of my bedroom day dreaming of some freakishly handsome man stepping into my life and saving me from the bore this Friday night was giving me. I know, very mundane but what could I do? I was desparate

Suddenly I heard a very *very* fimiliar shouting sound coming from the kitchen now storming up to my room. It was my mother. My veryy loving mother. My door burst open.

"Rihanna!" My mother exclaimed mostly shouting
"Yea?" I said in my chill tone, prepared to get the same lesson all over again
"Please for once be serious about your health and eat something!"

I knew where this conversation was leading all too well. She knew my eating disorder but never aknowledged it. It was almost as if she was mocking me.

"Mom, do you always forget i have an eating disorder??" I shout at her as i proceed to bury my head in my pillow
"Rihanna, you know i am doing this for your own sake. I want the best for you. Look at you. You 16, skinny and dont even have a boyfriend. And then look at your friend Clohe. She has a boyfriend Jake and he's so sweet. You should try to be more like her!"
"If you like her so much adopt her and leave me on the street!! And mom how many times will i say this? Clohe is not my friend!! She literally mocks me for my disorder!!"
"And maybe she is right!" My mom blurted out

That actually hurt coming from your mom. It was a blow to my ego to not say. I looked at her baffled.

"Your the most worst worst mom on the planet. Get out. Get out of my room" i said my eyes twitching in annoyence from seeing the mere sight of her infront of me.

Realization dawned on her face.

"Honey i didnt mean-"
"Just get out" i retorted

She looked dejectedly at me before shutting the door knowing she had crossed a line.

I sighed

"Ughhhh i have the worst type of mom on existence" i muttered to myself

I just let my head rest upon my pillow and let sleep drag me into the depths of the darkness of dreams, my stomach rumbling with hunger but i just ignored it.
Soon sleep forced itself upon me and i blacked out.