lover

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I'm not one to sugarcoat shit I normally tell it as it is , so wanna know the truth?

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I like you, I like you a lot. more than I've ever liked anyone as long as I've lived, and to be honest it scares me 'cause I don't wanna lose you, I'm scared that my dumb jokes and weird ass nature might screw up what we have..what I feel for you is very rare, and the truth is I fucking love you, it's gotten to the point where I'd do anything to hear your voice, to the point where I smile so big whenever your text pops up, everyone and everything else just disappears. and I can't wait to say those three words while looking into your eyes.

I just want to make you the happiest you've ever been, I want you to feel loved, cared for and comforted and that you can come to me whenever you're not okay, and I'd drop anything and everything to try and be there for you

I won't lie, love is hard , it's shitty and it's complicated and confusing, but meeting you has been the best thing that's happened to me in a while, I'd do it again in a heartbeat.
yes, my heart's broken..but meeting you has shown me what's it's like to be loved, to be someone's first priority, you've given me something I can carry with me moving on forward

since the day we met, there was something about you that just stood out...that's what you do, you stand out from everyone else I've met. your heart, your brain, your smile... everything about you just seems so right. getting tears in my eyes just thinking about fucking lucky I am

no one's promising tomorrow, but I know I want to spend mine with you, I promise I'll always try to be there, and even when I'm not, just hold on to the thought of me cause I'm not giving you up anytime soon

I love you because I can be myself around you, you see me
I love you because you're kind
I love you because you got that sexy attitude
I love you because you're real
I love you because I can trust you and it's reciprocated

you have no idea how much you mean to me, ever since I met you I haven't been able to stop thinking about you, and I haven't been able to keep your name out of my mind. I just can't help thinking about what life has come for us. you will never understand the way I think about you at night, or how empty my heart feels without hearing your voice, or without feeling the comfort you give me when you talk to me. I talk about you to everyone (in a good way of course) and tell them how sweet you are, how cute your voice is, and how you make me feel . I want late nights watching movies and cuddling. falling asleep on the phone, and laughing at the videos you send me. everything about you is perfect. you're perfect, your hair's perfect. your eyes are perfect. your smile is perfect.

the only one I can keep talking to for hours and hours. crazy how I can talk to a hundred people yet they still wouldn't amount to what it feels like when I'm talking to you,

I've never wanted anyone this bad for real, usually I don't even trip but you just stir something inside me, so deep in my feelings.
on my knees

and I love what we have, it's special, it's real. I'd honestly pamper you so much if you weren't a gazillion miles away but beggars can't be choosers..for now.
if I start typing all the shit I wanna do with you I'll never stop,

thank you for coming into my life, and thank you for taking a chance on me , I've not been as contempt as I am now for a long fucking while.

I hope whenever you read this , it makes you as happy as you've made me, I can't convey what I feel in words enough but this about tries to

I love you
I'm IN love with you
and I'll keep loving you till you get tired of me

my pretty boy>>

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