LOML IS A MESS

Part 1

Well let me start babbling about how my love life turn into a mess.

(2017- High school)

Its my first year or we can say its my freshman year. Kinda afraid actually to get into this era that time. Because;

First, its a full boarding school. We only come back home once in 2 weeks. Mind you I was having homesick in the first year. I cried whenever its time to comeback to school and even faking my sick- oh my god that was embarassing.

Second, I was afraid with those seniors. You know since its a full boarding school,  I kinda heard from my cousins, that there might be bullying and all.

Even my brothers- one of them was junior and another one was sophomore. Already told all his girl friends- not lover, its classmates; to take care of me. Also you know, some of his girl friends were students council too. So I can't do anything bad in school that time because I don't want my brothers friends reporting about me to them- I'm a good kid in my first year.

So its make me more freaked out because I got some people eyeing me. I even have the guts to transfer to a new school- bro its just a start and I already thinking of transferring to a new school that time.

Okay. In my first year of school, well i got into the last class. Yeah i'm a student of the last class. Well i'm a quiet person. Yes I am. Really really quiet.

Ah right. My 2 childhood friends also went to the same high school. We always stick together I don't even know why. I mean; we went to the same kindergarten, middle school and now high school. We also lives in the same village. For college thats another future part.

One of them is my cousin, I will just make a name for her; Nina. She was older by months. Then the other one is just a friend from childhood like yeah, from kindergarten and village too; Fanny. She also older by 3 months only? I mean I was born in December.

But we got into different classes in our first year. Thats make us a bit distant too. Im in the last class. Nina in the second last class meanwhile Fanny in the third class.

Mind you that time I can't even say hi to any classmates because of my introvert self. But Fanny, she was a talkative one. Easily making friends. She already got friends from different classes too- thats crazy because its just the first week but she already got group of friends.

Nina, we can says she was also easily made friends but not that many. Just some of her classmates.

Its the first week, of course we gonna have some orientation. Every year theres gonna be a week of orientation for the first year student. Just some rules, allowed and not allowed. For information gadget were not allowed to bring to school- we used public phone to call parents.

Should I just skipped the orientation part?- because I think there was no any memories of it.

Anyway should I also write dialogues too?

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tbc.