Harry's P.O.V.
Dear Diary,
Over the past few days, he kept getting stronger. I fought as best as I could to make him go away but he's back. I'm afraid that he's never gonna go away. He has completely taken over my thoughts and actions, making every thing I do sick in some way. I've lost control and I don't want it back. I keep having flashbacks of the horrible things I've done. These visions would scare most people, but they give me a strange feeling of thrill and satisfaction. The people who know me don't know what I've done. They think I'm just a normal guy but what they don't know is that I'm far from that. It is so fucking frustrating to me that nobody can or will ever be capable of understanding even half of what I go through on a daily basis. It's scary how much a smile can really hide. They don't know that I . I used to be afraid of the voices in my head, but now I enjoy their company. It get's lonely here all alone. It doesn't matter because everywhere I go or anyone I see, I always feel so alone. I've made a home in my mind and I've befriended the voices. It's the only place where I don't feel alone. The devil is real. People think that he is a red man with horns, but he's not. He is in my mind, controlling every thought and action. If I can change, I hope I never know. Nobody will ever understand. I have to make them understand, even if it means taking something that they can never have back. -H.
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