As sweet as honey // Chanin Fan Fiction

I made carrot soup

A loud bang echoed through the corridor "You disgusting peace of shit!" Jeongin turned around just to see a young boy being pinned agains a locker by an older student. "What did I even do?" the younger asked, tears forming in his eyes. Now a little  crowd formed around the two. Jeongin could barely see the face of the older, but he could recognize him as the captain of the soccer team. Jackson Wang, he's known for being homophobic and the teachers knew, but nobody did anything about it. "You're a fucking homo, you're a fag!" The older almost screamed, he then let the younger fall on the ground and kicked him.  A little whimper escaped the little boys mouth. "That's sickening, you know!" He now kicked him a second time. 

"Jeongin, we shouldn't be watching that, it's terrible" Jisung grabbed his arm and pulled him out of the corridor, to the cafeteria. The older stopped at the entrance and let go off the others arm, then walked to Felix and Seungmin, who sat at one table. As they sat down  Seungmin looked up from his book and put it away "Where have you been?" He asked. "A young boy got beaten up, or still is" "Why?" Felix now joined their conversation. The freckled boy who sat beside Seungmin had now a worried expression on his face. 

Jisung put a spoon-full of rice into his mouth, that he had stolen from Seungmins plade. "He's gay" he muffled out. The other boys now mouthed an ,Oh'. 

While Jisung continued to stuff rice into his mouth, Seungmin started to read again. Felix still looked worried, rather anxious. But  Jeongin just felt guilty (I think that's the best way to describe it). ,Would they do that to us too?' He questioned himself. Just thinking about it made him sick. 

After they just talked for a while, the bell rang and the students slowly began to make their way to class. 

"We should go Minni, Mr. Park hates us enough already." The youngest said, Seungmin looked up at him and nodded. Both stood up and said their goodbyes. Felix and Jisung had an other subject now, so Jeongin and Seungmin walked alone through the corridor to chemistry class.

"Seungmin Hyung?" The said male looked at the other "I thought Felix came out a year ago.?" He nodded looking at the younger. "Then why did he looked so anxious as Jisung mentioned the boy?" Seungmin had now a serious expression on. "He thinks that he just hasn't got beaten up because his parents are very good with the principle and could easily afford a lawyer. So that when no one sees it, that they just going to beat him to death or something" "Is that why he's so afraid of being alone?"

They really had to get going now, other wise they would be late. And Seungmin knew that, so he answered the question with a quick ,probably' and walked down to the room where they had their next class. 

After the class has endet, the boys met up with Felix and Jisung to quickly eat something and the heat home. 

As Jeongin walked through the door of his parents flat, his mother came up to him and hugged him tightly. She did that almost every day because she thought that her son hasn't the best time at school and that he's being bullied 'cause he's gay. Five months ago he came out to his parents, since then his father always tries to "disgay" him. That's the reason he tries to skip eating with them or just avoid his father. 

"I made carrot soup today, hope you'll like it" his mother said with a smile on her face. She always tries to make things easier for Jeongin and he loved her for that. 

Right after the boy dropped his bag on the ground she dragged him into the dining room. He sat down, his father already sitting there. "How's your day going, son?" Jeongin sighed, he knew that his father just asked him that, when he planed something. "It is good, how 'bout yours?" "Very good, you know? One of my coworkers has a really beautiful daughter,  and as luck would have it, She's interested in you" the boy exactly knows that that's a lie, he's good looking (I can't deny), yeah, but not as much that a stranger that he has never seen is interested in him. Jeongin exhaled in annoyance and raced his eyebrows, He was sick of his father, even if he knows that the make just wanted to do something "good". "Darling, please, not again. You have tried often enough. Leaved alone now." his mother sat down beside her husband. 

His father now had a serious facial expression."Let me do it, I'm just trying to make at least something good come out of him. What else would he be good for?" 

That was enough for the boy. He stood up abruptly, causing the chair he was sitting on to fall over with a loud bang. His parents both looked at him, his father with anger and his mother with pity, slowly turning into anger as well. He turned around and walked over to his room, little building up in his eyes. His fathers words hit him hard and the feeling of not being enough spread through him again. When he entered his bedroom, he slammed the door shut and flopped onto his bed, the tears now running down his cheeks. 

"I-i fuckin-ng hate y-you!" He sobbed, curling up into hs mattress. Now holding a big teddy-bear in hs arms. 

It was silent for a couple of seconds, then he could hear his mother jelling at his father "That really didn't have to happen!" 

Silence. 

"Now he hates us! And when he's older he will remember that and never come to visit or talk to us again. You can't just say something like that! He's 15, he's still a baby!"

Jeongin could now hear footsteps and his door opening. 

"I am really sorry for what your father said. You don't deserve this." His mum now sat at the edge of his bed and gently stroked her son's hair. 

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