I was in New York for 3 weeks already. Last week I met the famous Alexa, Jax’s room mate. She is pretty , beautiful even. And I wasn’t surprised when Jax introduced her as ”my girlfriend, Alexa”. She had been though acting like a classic bitch. I don’t care as long as she doesn’t steal Jax away from me.
I’ve been thinking about his tattoo, a lot. But I can’t tell him anything because I don’t really know anything more. So for now I was just walking around the city. It was obvious to anyone that I was new. I only been to New York a couple of times before, when I visited Jax for one week. I took the subway train, and, instead of Bronx I got to Harlem. Yeah,yeah the famous Harlem full of drug dealers, murderers and rapers. It was dark outside. Not where you wanted to be alone at night. I wasn’t scared though if my life was going to over than be it!
A scream caught my attention. It was a girl with a knife around her neck . 3 boys were threatening her that if she goes on with the screaming she is not going to come back home. I didn’t realize I was staring til one of them stared back . I froze.
In less than a minute he pushed me into the wall.
” You’re kinda cute… What are you doing here alone, love?” He was getting closer.I wasn’t going to scream. I wasn’t stupid. He was part of a gang. If I was going to scream he would’ve shot me in less than a second. They didn’t care about people like me, we were the garbage for them.
” What do you want ? I’ll do anything , just let me go.”
” I bet boss knows what to do with you, sweetie.Come on!” He was hurting my hand, but i didn’t said anything. He drove me to a house and lead me inside.
” Your order is up, Black!” I saw him . He was coming downstairs. His name was Big Black and he was a famous drug dealer around here. Jax told me about them. Than suddenly I acknowledged the man that basically kidnapped me , too. His name was Kai. He was a homeless boy , saved by one of Black’s men. That is exactly why he was helping him.
” Come on! You’re going to help me relax tonight” Gross. I was not doing that. I turned around to face Kai , my tearfully eyes begging for help. Just that he never did.
” You said you’ll do anything…. ”
” Please..” A tear ran down my face. He laughed slowly.
” You know I’m not going to do this. Stop humiliating yourself by begging me”
I got closer to him and whispered into his year ” FUCK YOU!”
Later I made Black promise that he would release me if I play whore for him for that night. I got drunk easy. I wasn’t usually drinking because I saw my mom doing it so many times it made me sick just thinking of it.
I woke up with a crazy headache. The fact that I immediately saw Black after, made me throw up. I cleaned myself and got out of the bathroom.
” Morning princess… this is for you” He dashed me an envelope.
” What the hell is this?”
” Take it you deserve them ” I couldn’t believe this shit. He was about to give me 5000$ cash. He was really serving me like I was a whore.
” I don’t need your fucking money. Just leave me alone. Do not ever look for me again. ”
I left the room, slamming the door, heading downstairs.
Someone was sitting on the couch watching TV.
” Morning slut ”
” What the fuck did you just said? ”
” What am I not right ? Did you and Black talked about butterflies and flowers all night long?”
I slapped him, hard and started crying too.
” Your parents were right when they left you. You don’t deserve a shit.” I said.
I left the house still crying. I met Kai last time I was in New York. What happened then- I will take care to never happen again...
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Black roses and dark dreams
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