Can you hear me?
I ask because I can barely hear myself. There's so much noise in my head. It's filled with the thoughts of mostly others. I struggle to filter and get to my own thoughts daily. I don't have a freaking clue of what I'm doing here. Do you?
Talk to me!
What is purpose?
How do you define it for yourself? Please do not regurgitate the definition of Google or of your favorite influencer. Are you free to think for yourself?
If you are, please what does purpose mean to you personally?
Have you lived enough to define purpose?
Are you just another statistic?
I've so many questions. Like why does free will come with conditions?... If you're good, you go here. If you're bad, you go here. Does that sound free to you in every sense of the word?
Why are there so many rules and you made these things up?
We're made of good and evil right? We all have a dark side. Have you ever tried to explore yours?
Why are you scared to open that door?
Why are you scared of that beast you know is there deep down in your heart?
Have you ever thought about how these rules might be to checkmate the power of the human mind? If you think about it, that way, UN-rebelled control is achieved.
Why don't we see all of these?
Why are we so blind?
If you are out there, lost like me with no clue as to what is going on, I want you to know that you're not alone. There are so many others just like you who are as confused out there.
I know you're trying daily to figure shit out.
I know you're searching for answers.
I know your soul is troubled.
I know you're suffering.
I know you're in so much pain.
I know you want it all to make sense.
I know you're desperately searching for meaning.
I know you're searching for purpose because I am all these things too.
