Always start over

To make you feel my love.

Finally the first day of Funny girl.
I look in the audience and see everyone smiling and waving hello.
Once I come out on stage I felt so happy and free.
~>~
When I was done everyone came to my dressing room and hugged me.
Shelby came up to me and said" you did amazing"
Will smiled " what she said " said will as they all gave me another hug and realized Finn wasn't here.
I stopped and froze.
"Where's Finn" I asked as everyone stood quiet.
"We haven't seen him for...the whole week." Said Will.
I looked down and started to cry.
"Rachel I'm sure he's alright" said Shelby as she hugged me tight.
In the next few days... I get a call from Will.
"Rachel....I'm sorry" he said as I shook."Finn is...dead I'm ---"I cut Will off.
"WHAT!!!!!!!WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!" I cried as I fell to the ground.
The phone dropped on the floor as Will was calling my name."Rachel!!RACHEL ARE YOU OKAY!!"
I took my phone "good bye mr.Schue...talk to you later" I said while stuttering.
I hung up and curled up on the floor as Kurt,Blaine and Santana walk in and hugged me tight.
"Rachel it's okay...Finn is looking down at you right now" said Kurt as I cried even more.
"He was the only one who believed in me!! He was my true love!! My prince....I'm not happy at all and I don't think I can be happy"i cried as Kurt looked down.
"Now can you guys please....please just leave....I don't wanna talk about it" I said as they all hugged me once more and left.
~>~
Next day....I went back to mckendly high to sing a song for Finn in the glee club. Once I walked in those doors I felt like I was back home.
"Nobody treat me with kid gloves okay? I don't know what to say either. I loved Finn, and he loved me and he loved all of you guys, I know he did. I liked to sing in the car and um and before Finn I use to sing alone and this was the first song that I sang with him when we would drive around together. So this is for him" I said crying so hard...I don't know if I could ever stop.
[Rachel]
When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace,
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there's no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years,
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry,
I'd go black and blue,
And I'd go crawling down the avenue
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do,
To make you feel my love

Ooh,
Mmm

Oh, the storms are raging on the rolling sea,
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy,
Make your dreams come true,
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love.
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