The bell rings at school and it's time school to get out. Princess walks by Caleb and Chelsea. She looks up at Chelsea and tries to make eye contact to wave at her. Chelsea is too busy staring at Caleb while following him to his car. Princess puts her head down in embarrassment. She desperately misses Chelsea. Princess use to tell her everything and Chelsea use to tell Princess everything.
Princess goes home and goes to her room to drain out her tears. She is very emotional about the breakup with Brandon. I think to myself why did this happen to me? Why would he embarrass me at the bowling alley? Why would he bring me around Jaden's sister knowing that he really wanted to be with her? All this time I thought I knew Brandon but I didn't. I couldn't believe that he told the worker at the bowling alley that I was single and that he Jada was his girlfriend. Im not a jealous girl but I been wondering is Jada better than me. Is she really that much better looking than me? I'm not a hater and I know she's very beautiful. Is it because I have 4a and she has 3b? Is it because she's light skin? Is it because she would probably not make him wait until marriage? Is because I have a bigger forehead and have more blacker features? I've always believed I loved myself for exactly how God made me. I've always knew I was beautiful. But I feel so insecure now. I can't imagine Brandon having sex and loosing his virginity with someone else. He told me he would wait for me. He always reassured me that we would both lose our virginity together. I can't stomach him losing his virginity to someone else. I wanted to be angry with Jada because she stole my man but I have too much class for that. Besides if it was so easy for him to leave me for someone else then he was never my man. I'm not the type of girl that'll fight for a man. As soon as there is competition I'm dropping out of the race. Brandon lost a wonderful girl and I dont wish him the best because the best was me. I'm smart, beautiful, and I know I treat people well for the most part. So what if I'm 'strict' I'm not giving myself up until I'm married.
Chelsea invited Caleb over so she can spend time with him and Janiya at the same time. Caleb is eyeing Janiya nervously because he's not sure if she likes him or not. Chelsea leans over to Caleb and calls Janiya over. Janiya is hesitant because she's not familiar with Caleb but she comes over to her mama smiling and laughing. She tells Janiya to call Caleb, Kay Kay. "Say Kay Kay." Janiya smiles and repeats after Chelsea. Ada walks in the living room to see them all together. She's hesitates to speak to them but realizes how awkward it is and speaks. Caleb speaks back but feels the awkward vibe in the room. Ada is annoyed because she feels that Chelsea should hold back on bringing her boyfriend around Janiya. Ada holds her composure and goes back into her room. Her plan is to wait until Caleb leaves to have a deep conversation with Chelsea. Caleb looks at Chelsea and she smiles trying to get him to look past anything he may be feeling. "I think I should go", says Caleb nervously. "No, stay here a little longer with us" says Chelsea while she is hugging and kissing on him. He whispers back "your mama giving me that look like she's tired of me". Chelsea rolls her eyes, "mcht, she does that anyways she doesn't care. Come in my room let's go lay down. I know you want a quickie." Caleb is surprised Chelsea is trying to get spicy while her mom is here. It excites him but he remains respectful of the fact Ada and Janiya is up. "I want to but I'll just wait. I'm going to see you later baby," says Caleb as he gets up and heads to the door. Chelsea gives him a kiss goodbye and closes the door. Ada hears the door closing and she spins back to the living room. She sits on the couch with Janiya and has a stern look on her face. Chelsea looks at her like she's a defendant ready to plead her case in court. "Yes maam how may I help you", says Chelsea as she is slightly annoyed by Ada. "Help yourself and stop bringing that boy around Janiya. Don't be disrespectful like that. You don't know how long yall are going to be together. Don't get Janiya use to someone that may not be around long. I get it you think you're in love with him but don't be the type to bring your baby around every man you meet. You don't know his intentions", Ada says loudly and furiously. Chelsea is rolling her eyes ready to defend herself. "He is going to be around long you just don't like him because of Jaden. I'm not bringing everybody around her. Caleb was excited to play with her. I know what I'm doing." Ada gets up and looks Chelsea dead in her face, "I meant what I said. Yall go to his house don't bring him over here around Janiya anymore." Ada walks away after she got what she wanted to off her chest. Chelsea gets Janiya and they go their room. Chelsea is upset and slams the door. I'm just so sick of her trying to control me and my baby's life. Janiya is my baby I had her. I'm so ready to get a house with me and my baby so we can finally do what I want to do. I'm tired of everybody having an opinion about me and Caleb's relationship. I'm so sick of taking Jaden's feelings into consideration.
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The Reality of Our Lives
Non-FictionThe main character Jaden Sparks grows up without a present mother or father. Jaden was raised by his godmother Shakira and Peyton. Jaden suffers from sex addiction, anger issues, and depression. Jaden gets molested by his babysitter at the age of tw...
