My Childhood To Teen Life MY STORY SERIES

Try to Understand

I could say that my parents raised me to be the person that I am today, but that would be a lie and I don't lie, like ever.
I would say that my father was there but that would be a lie as well.

My mother was not the greatest mother not the best, not even close to give an award saying that she was trying.

I can hardly remember what my mother looked like to be honest, I can hardly remember when my dad was not in jail.

All of my 18 years of life people came and left like the wind some stayed but died from my hands, from my mistakes, I consider other people as my parents then my actual parents I don't think I ever could've
along with the secrets, bad blood, my young and older yes I am the middle child.

My name is Kia Won Bin well for English just call me Kia I was raised on the east side of Texas the very first town in texas actually Nachgdoches Tx to be exact.
A very small town where everyone knows everyone and if we don't know you then you have come for retirement, a neighbor town like Douglas, or Lufkin, or your just from a very long and and visiting, and if you do live here then your probably just stay in the house all day with no social life.

Like I said everyone knows everyone and be all up in everyone's business, though I haven't seen it yet u don't think I actually exist if I'm being honest.
And I doubt that they know everyone because if they did then did they really know what's going on and is just turning a blind eye because I would not be this way.

My sperm dad is ten years older then my mom in and out of jails I don't remember a time was we was ACTUALLY out of jail. My mom has 7 kids and 4 baby daddies or three I can't remember

I just know that she is a stripper or a hoe is what you would call it, she was always being people home at night, and leaving during the day, some days she would come home high or drunk and I have never seen her sober unless she brought someone home and she wwould leave high or drunk.

And my father just fucked anything that had a home to fuck from what I'm guessing because he has 13 kids and I am the middle child from BOTH sides now that has to be a sign.

And I have so many brother and sisters I would believe it if some random Indian person came knocking on my door saying that they was my sibling , I can't keep up with the birthdays and I keeps getting them mixed up. If I can find someone who can keep up with that many birthdays then I would give them my life savings.

One thing we all agree as siblings is we don't live him at all he is practically a stranger who gave us him DNA we respect him as a person if you can call it that but I would be lying.

Enough about that so that was a little about my life but I would just start from the beginning to the day I was born.
I am 18 years old born June 6, 2006 under the moon of the waxing gibbous moon.
I am the middle child of both disfuncional family's and I am happy that you are about to join me into moving out of this house with my 18, years or tramma all packed into one small suitcase.

Now if I ever finish this book that means that well I made it and if I don't just know
I would never let anyone finish my story for me.



I just want to say that I am so far proud of myself because I was just thinking that this would be a waste of space in my journal,

This is an oddly true story some things are fictional such as the characters and others that I would not like to explain

Please don't copy my book or you will be contacted by my lawyer and I would not hesitate to do so as this is my story that I am writing about a friend, and I have his permission into doing so.

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