Was it ever real?

The only part ever im not touching this shit again

As soon as I heard the news I rushed home. A mixture of feeling brewing inside, betrayal,  anger, sadness, I can't believe he would do something like this.

"YOUR PREGNANT?" I kick down the door and yell. Bill stands as I do so.

"What? Wait, oh no..." I walk up to him in anger.

"And then you get eloped? Bill, what the hell?"

"Listen, Sage please, you don't understand..."

"Oh I think I understand," rage begins to spill into my words, "I can't believe you, after all that we've been through? You run off with someone else right under my nose?"

"Sage, this whole situation grew out of control, it wasn't meant to be like this at all"

"Well nothing can change the situation now, Bill... I'm done."

"Sage... please..."

"No. Get out of my house."

"It doesn't have to be like this.."

"You expect me to let you stay in this house? While you're carrying a baby that doesn't isn't ours? While you're married to someone else? You're INSANE!"

"SAGE... please, I'm sorry, please stay"

"Me? Stay? You're the one that's supposed to be packing your bags and leaving," Bill opens his mouth as he were about to say something, but he doesn't. He knows he went too far and he has to leave.

Before Bill leaves the room I ask one more thing.

"Was it all real? Anything? Or just at any point you were willing to go off somewhere else?" My voice begins to slightly crack, you can finally hear the sadness in my voice.

Bill stops but he doesn't answer. He turns his head back towards me, his eyes full of regret but he turns back around and heads into the room to gather his things.

I stand there in silence, watching as my own relationship fall apart, in the matter of minutes.

Bill left shorty after. Even after he was gone, I stood there, the house was silent. An empty feeling grew inside this home, inside me.

Knowing that all of it, the emotions, the little moments, were never real.