Scumbag Falls for Fiance After Breaking Engagement(ABO)

Chapter 30 Where to lean on

　　Perhaps what Shen Liangyue has been pursuing is just an illusion - the perfect love of childhood sweethearts and lifelong love is nothing but a fantasy and does not exist in this impermanent world.

　　He thought he was a soft and cool moonlight in his heart, longing to be properly preserved, cherished and treasured by his lover. However, he didn't know that He Mingfeng was just a fleeting spring breeze, blowing past him, lifting his hair, brushing his pale pink lips, and then drifting to the next destination. He was just a stop on his journey, not his home.

　　The spring breeze has passed, and the autumn rain continues. Shen Liangyue sat by the window in the rain and lit a long, thin cigarette. His hands, which were more delicate than the cigarette, held the white jade cigarette holder with unskilled movements. He did not really smoke, but just stared at the smoke drifting away. It is said that incense can communicate with the spirits, and perhaps tobacco can do the same, otherwise how could so many people find comfort in the smell of nicotine?

　　Shen Liangyue doesn't smoke, but he used to love to peek at He Mingfeng when he was smoking. Whether it was the slightly frowning brows caused by the smoke while thinking, or the gentle and ruffian smile he gave him with a cigarette in his mouth, or the sexily satisfied sigh as he exhaled smoke in bed, he liked and was fascinated by it so much.

　　Perhaps he still needs many more cigarettes to cherish the memory of his first love. Cutting off all ties is always easier said than done. He Mingfeng occupies too large a proportion in his life. He is a playmate, brother, fiancé, and lover. With eighteen years of feelings and expectations, how can he get rid of them all at once?

　　When the rain stops, I won't think about him today. Shen Liangyue closed his eyes and listened to the sound of raindrops hitting the window. Every drop was sad. Time is the best medicine for all pains. When the next rain comes, maybe he won't be so sad anymore. After one rain after another, he will be able to completely forget him one day.

　　The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and it didn't stop until nightfall. Shen Liangyue fell asleep in a state of annoyance. In the pouring rain, a dark figure flashed into his room like a ghost, and his cold and wet hair rubbed against the fragrant and warm neck of the omega. Shen Liangyue was shivered by the cold and suddenly woke up from his light sleep.

　　"You..." Before he could finish his surprised words, they were swallowed up by another person rashly. His lips were tightly blocked and the kiss was eager and sticky.

　　That person smelled like rain, or maybe he was the wind and rain itself, coming without any warning or appointment, pouring down heavily, chilling Shen Liangyue's exhausted heart to the core.

　　How could He Mingfeng be so unreasonable and do whatever he wants?

　　Shen Liangyue was filled with rage and questioned angrily in a low voice, struggling and resisting with all his might, but the alpha did not answer him. He just buried his head in stroking him over and over again and kissing him like crazy.

　　In the darkness and the sound of rain, Shen Liangyue couldn't see his expression clearly, she could only feel the coldness of the rain and the heat of his chest. In this hell and heaven of cold and heat, a pain spread, his waist arched up and down, like a swaying withered flower falling powerlessly in the rain and wind.

　For the first time, Shen Liangyue realized that the pain of this kind of thing was far greater than the pleasure. The alpha domineeringly manipulated him, just like manipulating a snow-white, weak cat. He soon passed out. This was no longer a happy gathering, but an insult and torture, a vent and coercion. The rose was broken into pieces in the violent wind and rain, as broken as a broken heart.