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Cleo never intended to fall in love with Isla. From the moment they met, their friendship blossomed like a wildflower—unexpected but beautiful. At first, it was just innocent affection, a simple connection between two girls navigating the complicated world of teenage life. But somewhere along the line, as they shared secrets and laughter, the innocent affection turned into something more profound, something that made Cleo’s heart race and her palms sweat.

As weeks turned into months, Cleo found herself falling deeper into a spiral of emotions she couldn't control. The way Isla’s laughter rang like music in her ears, how her eyes sparkled with mischief and light—it all became intoxicating. Each moment they spent together felt like a hidden treasure, each stolen glance a reminder of the barrier between them. And that barrier, she realized, was the most painful of all.

Cleo often caught herself daydreaming about a life with Isla—a life where they shared more than just secrets and laughs. They would be the kind of girls who could hold hands in public, who would go on late-night adventures, and who would look at each other and just know. But every time those thoughts crept in, they were quickly snuffed out by the cold reality that Isla didn’t return her feelings. She liked boys.

In the days leading up to her confession, Cleo was a mess of nerves. She replayed their past moments together in her mind—those little touches that lingered too long, the inside jokes that made them both laugh until they cried, the times when they had shared secrets under the blanket of night. But with each memory, the knowledge that Isla would never feel the same stung like a bee—sharp and sudden.

Finally, on a chilly Friday evening, Cleo decided she could no longer hold her feelings inside. They had planned to meet at their favorite park, a hidden gem surrounded by tall trees and blooming flowers. The park had become their sanctuary, a place where they could escape the world. Cleo could picture Isla sitting on their usual bench, her laughter mingling with the soft rustling of the leaves, and it both thrilled and terrified her.

When Cleo arrived, she found Isla already there, scrolling through her phone. Cleo’s heart raced as she approached, hoping that her face didn’t betray her inner turmoil. “Hey,” she greeted, trying to sound casual, even though her palms were clammy and her stomach twisted in knots.

“Hey! You made it!” Isla looked up, her face lighting up with a smile that made Cleo’s heart flutter. “I was worried you wouldn’t come.”

“Of course I would,” Cleo replied, taking a seat next to her. They fell into a comfortable silence, the cool evening air wrapping around them like a blanket. Cleo could hear the distant sounds of laughter from children playing nearby, the chirping of crickets beginning to fill the space as the sun dipped below the horizon.

But as the minutes ticked by, the weight of her secret felt heavier. She had rehearsed this moment in her head a thousand times, but now that she was here, the words felt stuck in her throat.

“Everything okay?” Isla asked, tilting her head and studying Cleo’s expression.

Cleo hesitated, her heart pounding like a drum. “I—there’s something I need to tell you.”

“What is it?” Isla’s brow furrowed with concern, and Cleo felt a pang of guilt for worrying her.

She took a deep breath, summoning every ounce of courage she had. “I like you, Isla. I think I’m in love with you.”

The confession hung in the air, a fragile truth exposed to the world. Cleo’s heart raced as she watched Isla’s reaction, her expression shifting from surprise to confusion.

“Oh,” Isla said softly, her voice barely above a whisper.

Cleo’s heart sank as she watched Isla process her words. “I’ve liked you for a long time,” she continued, her voice trembling. “I didn’t want to say anything because I was scared it would ruin our friendship. But I can’t keep pretending anymore.”

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