We were all looking at each other in utter shock. I didn't know what to say, my mouth hung open and became dry . I felt winded.
I stared at them like my eyes could never be shut as if If i looked away I would die. I couldn't look away. I was in pure shock.
" We can explain" They both said at the same time as they started to re cloth themselves.
" Ohh so your not only making out on my kitchen table and have been lying to me for god knows how long but you talk simultaneously now, wow I didn't expect this from you both considering I thought we were actully a team"I said as I stormed out he room. I had no problem that they were gay,I kind of expected it from Harry but Tom. I can't believe they lied to me, I feel betrayed.
I walked into the living room and sit down trying to rethink everything over in my head.
What just happend?
Tom and Harry sit on the couch facing me but I purposely looked away.
" Look,I didn't want you to find out this way, I really didn't but what else was I meant too do? " His comment made me turn to face him in fury.
" Ohh hey Emmi, just to let you know I'm fucking you best friend. Hope you don't mind" I scoffed at them hurt that they betrayed me.
I heard Harry chuckle which made me try really hard not to give myself in by laughing with him.
Tom came over and sat next to me. He placed his hand on my leg but I still remand looking in the other direction.
" I was scared Emmi. After mum and dad died." At that sentence I tenced up.
" I broke up with you know who. I broke up with her because I fell in love with someone else. That person would just happen to be your best friend. You were always drunk when you got home and I honestly didn't know what to do I was stuck. I knew I was gay but I couldn't tell you at the time because you wouldn't remember. Harry coming over used to make me angry because I couldn't say anything because I was scared of losing you" I turned round and looked at him in remorse.
" why would you loose me? " I questioned as tears fell from my cheeks.
" What if you didn't want me to be gay or you were mad I loved Harry. I couldn't bear the thought of losing the only thing I had left. Emmi I regret being at her house everyday because I could of drove you to school and we would still be a family but I can't change that. I found out Harry loved me back and we have being see if each other for 3 months. Im so sorry I didn't tell you the truth, I just couldn't take the chance" I waited until he finished so I could engross him in my embrace. I loved Tom more than anything so I couldn't help but forgive him.
" I promise, no matter what you will never lose me" I whispered in his ear.
" Emmi, I'm sorry to" I turned around to see Harry pouting at me.
" You know, I always had my suspicions" He laughed and join in on the group hug but I pushed them all away.
" We need to make some ground rules" I said in all seriousness but the looked at me confusingly.
" Number one, no sex on the couch" after I said that I saw them smirking at each other then I realised that I was sitting on the couch and instantly bounced up like something had bit my ass.
" Is there anything where you havn't???" They both looked at each other then at me and pointed at the comforter.
" Moving on, Number two is that if I am present there will be no touchy touchy because I didn't have a boyfriend so there is no way you guys are making me feel bad about it"I smirked at them both but Harry focuses on my shirt then I instantly realise that it isn't mine.
" Why are you wearing my brothers top" He asked me with a stone cold face and my brother looks like he is waiting for an answer.
" I umm got a tad drunk last night and Ed picked me up. He took me back to yours and gave me this. Nothing happened, we just slept I promise"I was so embarrassed I could feel my cheeks going bright red.
" that's his favourite shirt,I didn't think he would give that one to you?" He said looking confused and almost surprised.
" I'm sure it means nothing but I am going to my room now to wash as I still smell of puke" I say walking out the room.
" Yeah you do smell" I hear Tom shouting at me while chuckling.
" Go fuck your self Tom" I responded still excited to finally get to shower.
