If you asked her how she felt, she'd tell you she was fine. Everything that happened was mutual.
but if you asked her on a deeper level.......no if you could see through her eyes all you'd see was her reading the message with the words spinning around in her brain like fish in a tank:
"You made me the happiest man alive"
"Your perfect"
"I never get to see you"
"I Miss you"
"We keep rescheduling"
"I'm so sorry"
"I need more physical love"
"This isn't your fault"
"You are an amazing girl"
"I'm so sorry if I gave you false hopes and dreams"
"You did nothing wrong"
"I hope you understand"
"You are an amazing women I hope you remember that"
I'm sorry ..............I'm sorry
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but that didn't make one....one sentence of the message hurt any less than it did
"I want to break up"
all she could do was stare.......stare at the message, she begged and pleaded with her mind that this was a mere prank he took to far, or someone stole his phone, or it was a simple moment of weakness. It didn't matter what the reason was, she just hoped she see him call or text even just once letting her know he was still hers and that she was his.......she waited at 12 am......then it became 1:47......she could continue to wish and pray he'd come back but that never happened .................shed never cried the way she did that night.......no one has ever made her cry, but this was her first relationship so of course that's why. But that wasn't it. It wasn't that they were exactly 2 months dating when this happened, or that she was friends with his sister, wasn't even the fact they were in the same friend group.....no he was
YOU ARE READING
What more could she do???
Short Storyyou knew this would hurt you knew it could happen, but it hurts so much, they don't warn you about the thoughts during it, the morning after, the small things that they did,how anything reminds you of them, how you lose the function to breathe. Was...
