I have trust issues. I can't believe myself. I can't believe everyone. Every word they say seems to be so hard to understand and so hard to believe. I think i got this kind of 'problem' when I was a child. I've been left alone so many times, i can't even estimate how many times it is. Every time i get attached to someone i was the one who easily get sad when they left. Because when i get close to someone i always treasure them. That's how i love and care for someone who's close to me. Not until they left. Everything has changed. I'm not the same anymore. I've lost myself looking for someone who already left me. I have so many scars on my wrist, tear's falling in my eyes every night,a cold stare, and specially a wounded heart and soul. I hope someday, someone will care to fix and heal my wounded heart...
