Skies and Seas
I never love someone else again unless it's was you.
After all, I can still forgive you. I can still accept your apologies even if it's hard for me. I still love you just like how I loved you so nad before. Am I that fragile so much?
After all the betrayals, traumas that keeps on haunting me and keeps on triggering me, all I can ever say is that I can still forgive.
Let it hurts til it heals. I always stick with this quote of mine. After all, I was totally healed. It wasn't that easy yet I overcome it.
Asking forgiveness is kinda hard for me to share yet I have the courage to do it since I also commit mistakes. I admit I wasn't perfect but I have this pure, genuine, soft and kindhearted soul.
The same gender, it's a bit forbidden for the both of us. We're both girls, we loved each other even if it's a sin. I can't live without you. I tried to make it worth but it's not worth to fight for.
Now that you're finally back after ghosting me, after hurting me many times, after all the wounds that never heals, with no medicine, the aches that keeps destroying my immune system, I was still able to accept you like there's nothing wrong in the past, of between us.
You truly sincere to me. I never knew you courted me. I was just offering you the friendship I can only afford but you neglected it.
Instead, you pursued me, you wanted to have a relationship with me. And I didn't doubted you, I trusted you and yes I won't deny the fact that I'm slowly in love with you. It's catching feelings.
If you were my Sol and I was your Luna, we're able to met during eclipses. Now you're the skies above and I were the seas below, maybe we're the long lost solace that collides during sunrises, sunsets and full moon.
I may be a strong independent gorgeous brave warrior woman yet I'm still vulnerable when love languages hit me.
I'm melting with simple treatment from someone very special. I was able to treat my enemies as friends.
Now you explained everything, you told that jealousy is the biggest villain of us which mostly can't even defeated it's because it's inside us and it's hard to deal with it.
Oh now I understand. Now I know why you did that thing, it's because you don't want me to be with someone else but you just surprisingly left me with unsaid thoughts, without proper goodbye and even left me scars which no matter how many times I hide it, it keeps on showing that reminds me of you.
But this would be the last time to love you. As my last act of service, we might need closures but I don't think it'll be much easier for me to be with you.
It's time to let you go, I'm tired. I don't want to love again if it'll cause to hurt me again. Let's stay like we're strangers again.
Walking on the pathway, same school university, different chosen program and college, neighborhood in classroom. Let's make each other as a memory, painful yet a lesson.
I'm glad we've met but I think we should end there, let's not continue it anymore because in the end, yes we aren't meant to be.
As Ben & Ben chorus song entitled Tthe Ones We Once Loved
“So, I apologize for coming into your life
Just to break your heart to pieces, and then leave you in the night
And I tried my best to stay by your side
But who knew the rolling seasons would reveal that sometimes
We aren't meant to be the one?
So, goodbye to the ones we once loved”Maybe we met as a lesson to each other. It maybe bad or best, memories will slowly fade just like bubbles, fell out of love and I'm very glad that we met.
Maybe you're the right person for me in the wrong time. I love you. See you in another universe where everything's going to be alright, dear solace.
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