Don't jump[Bill Kaulitz ff.(English version)]

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My story is completely different...

I'm not just another fangirl who is in love with Tom or maybe Bill. Honestly, I don't even know the band. I've only heard of them, but I've never listened to any of their songs. It was probably for the best, at least that's what I thought until now.

September 8, 2007.

Today will be the end of my story. I feel like there's nothing keeping me here anymore. I'm already standing on the edge of the roof, and the police are slowly arriving, while a small crowd is gathering below. I spot a strange figure who suddenly runs into the building; I don't understand why they did that, probably just a resident who left their cat inside. I don't even get why there's such a commotion; I'm just a nobody who finally wants to disappear from here. Suddenly, I hear shouting from below; everyone is jumping around three boys, but the police stop the crowd until the three get closer to the building. They must be famous or something. Suddenly, I hear a loud bang from behind me. I turn to look, and the strange figure is standing there. He has black hair, wears dark clothes with a black leather coat that almost brushes the ground. I can hardly see his face, but with the help of the moonlight, I can see that his eyes are painted black.
-Ashley?!-I hear my own name slip from the boy's lips. How does he know me? Who is he? What does he want?
-Please don't jump!-he says in a pleading tone, then comes closer to me.
-Who are you? And how do you know my name? I ask in a nearly threatening tone.
-I am Bill Kaulitz! The singer of Tokio Hotel! And Georg Listing is your brother!-he almost stutters the whole thing, but I clearly hear the last part.
-Georg Listing?-I ask back. The name sounds familiar; I chew on it. I've heard the names from the band, but I never noticed Georg's last name. Listing... like me. My father talked a lot about having a brother... I never thought we would meet at least once. And I still can't see him now.
-Ashley... Don't jump... Georg needs you... he wants to meet you... please.-Bill begs. I'm thinking... but about what? I don't even know, maybe about using the opportunity to get to know my brother, or to just lean back and let it all go, and cease to exist forever. After long minutes, I find myself being pulled down from the edge of the roof by Bill, who wraps me in a warm and pleasant embrace. I don't know what I'm doing. I feel like I'm not in control of my body. And it's unusual...

-Everything will be fine... just come down with me.-Bill whispers in my ear with a pleasant voice. I nod once, and then he lets go, but he holds my hand tightly like a little child holding his mother's hand. The pleasant wind tosses my long black hair into the sky and slightly moves Bill's coat. The boy starts to walk, and I begin to follow, he's glancing back occasionally as if he's afraid of something. Maybe that I won't go with him. But I'm almost running after him, his long, slender legs hurry as if he's heading back to his sweet home. We reach the stairs, and we hurry down to the bottom; Bill still glances back every now and then to make sure I'm following, but I don't understand why he does it since he's holding my slender, small hand. As we reach the bottom of the stairs, he lets go of my hand, and someone else throws themselves around my neck. I don't know who it could be; it happened so suddenly that I couldn't even see their face.

-You scared me...-the person whispers; I don't know who it is, but I have a feeling it's Georg. I don't say anything, or rather, I'm searching for the right words, but soon I realize there aren't any. The others just stand around us like guards.

-Relax, Georg, you're crushing her.-Tom laughs. Yes, Tom Kaulitz! The others just watch in silence as things unfold. Eventually, Georg lets go and steps back so I can see the others.
-I think we should go home-Gustav finally speaks up. Everyone agrees, and we head to their car to get in. Once everyone has taken their seats, Tom starts the vehicle, and we're off.

We didn't travel much, just about 20 minutes. Of course, Georg and Bill talked the whole time, so we weren't bored. We're just getting out of the car, but I can't do this calmly because Gustav tickles me, and I laugh so loudly that the neighbor's dog starts barking loudly, and we just rush into the house.

A few hours must have passed, but we had such a good conversation with the guys that I feel much better now. Tom shows me where my room is, and then I say goodbye to him and finally collapse into bed. It only took a few minutes, and I was already deep asleep...