i feel like ive lost myself. i sit here crying myself to sleep every single night, just waiting for it to be all over. do i even know who i am anymore? i just feel like such a disappointment to everyone, including myself. people think im all sunshine and rainbows, but dont realize that im on the verge of ending it all. its just unfair how other people have so many people to support them, while all i have is nothing. but i guess life is unfair. when will the pain stop.
"it feels like while im dying of thirst, others are drowning"
