Forced To Forever

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 12

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यूँ ही प्रेम आएगा, हाँ, यूँ ही आएगा
होश-वोश सब ले जाएगा

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I placed her on my bed .

Her body was bleeding from every part.

I'm not sure what's happening inside me.
This blood on her body makes me want to kill myself.

This happened under my guard.
I was meant to protect her from every harm.

I ran my hand along my face.

The doctor came and addressed all her wounds .

Several cuts and injuries .

Her wrists were severely damaged due to ropes .

Before leaving doctor prescribed some medicines and mandatory bed rest for a week.

He said she'd lost a lot of blood .

I don't want to recall everything he said as it Makes me feel worthless.

Worthless of her trust.

She was sleeping peacefully.
A cute little pouty face she made .

Very cutesy, very beautiful .

I sat near the bed , held her hand.

I'm not sure why I feel this way about her. Like nothing harm should come near her when I'm her biggest threat.

How will I avenge myself , if her presence affects me beyond control.

You harshita, you control me.

I am a killer , i don't save people, especially not the person I tend to hurt myself.

What is wrong with me.

I brought her to my room .
My room .
In which not even a fly enters .

I rested my chin on my hand , looking at her .

Mai pagal ho raha hu kya ?

I'm not even blinking as if she'll vanish if I did .