WHERE DO WE GO NOW?, chandler kinney

WHERE DO WE GO NOW?

❝Cause now I'm half of
myself here without you,
you're the best in my life and I lost you.❞
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Cassandra Lousie Santos was just now making it in Hollywood. It had been past a year since her album, SOUR had came out. She was happy with her life, she was glad with the way it was going. And she loved support her friends. So, when her best friend, Zaria, has invited her to the premiere of her new show, she was quick to agree.

The premiere had gone nice and she loved what she'd seen of it. Then came the after party... that's when things became slightly complicated. She met the rest of cast and got to know Zaria's friends and they were all so welcoming. She especially became close with one of them, Chandler Kinney. As soon as Cassandra saw her, she knew that she wanted to know everything about her.

And she did.. but as it happened, something happened that probably wasn't the best. The two had shared a kiss, and of course it wasn't awkward. Well, it was at first for a moment. Chandler panicked after it, babbling out multiple apologies, saying she didn't mean it. That was until Cassandra has spoke off, brushing it off by saying, "Chandler, you're fine," which made Chandler still nervous.

It's not like Cassandra completely ghosted the girl after the kiss they shared. She kept talking to Chandler, it was as far to the girls going out on dates. But then it shifted for Cassandra... it felt like things were getting way to serious. Especially when Chandler had ended up telling Cassandra that she love her. So, yes, she did ghost her eventually. But Cassandra wasn't ready for something like that. Last time she was serious with someone, it didn't end how she wanted. It ended with her being heartbroken and stuck in bed for months. She knew Chandler was a nice person, that she meant no harm but she couldn't do it.

It was now almost one year since everything that happened with Chandler. And once again, she had a new album out and the second season of Zaria's show was out and she was invited to the premiere again. At first, she hesitated on going. Then she remembered Zaria knew nothing of what happened between her and Chandler in the end. Cassie hadn't told her how it ended. If she said no, Zaria would question why. So, she had no choice but to agree.

She hadn't seen Chandler since she ended it. She had ran like a coward and left Chandler to pick up the pieces. But it wouldn't matter if she saw her again... they had both moved on, right?

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disclaimers—
The whole plot of this story belongs to me, this is for fun but if i see someone taking this plot i will speak out to you on it.

© sqattorodicos, 2024
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Tags—
-KAYOKOS clexaswanheda -messageinabottle
angeliclenz fairysongs yellcwjackets

Warnings—
This fic will contain alcohol usage, language, death, addiction, suicidal thoughts, and past mentions of suicide and most likely more... If any of this makes you uncomfortable, I suggest not reading.

Author's notes—
I just LOVEEEE chandler and she deserves so much more love and it's been a while since i made a fame fic... so i had to make this!! fair warning, i don't know how long this story will be buttt i do know act one is going to be how chandler and cassie meant and everything that happened before cassie left!!! i want backstory on them before i jump into them 💗