I wanna be free . I wanna be alone somewhere,away from everyone. i wanna be free I imagine myself somewhere in Washington with a dog, just the two of us in a house. just us would be nice to be with someone, except I cannot love I'm physically unable. I always do something wrong. I guess that's just what happens when u can't love. what even is love? shii hell if I know. sometimes I think about death, but then I would never be free. when I tell my friends about this fantasy,they laugh or ignore me. They wouldn't understand how could they? they can love. I can't. I guess it's not for everyone I wanna live in the woods, me and a dog. I always liked the name Milo. I would name him Milo. we would be free together, enjoy the days together alone. At least he would never complain. With him, I could never do anything wrong we could just live at peace, no one around to tell me what to do how to act just peace. I could make him watch alll the Harry potter movies and the maze runner movies. He could sit by the fire while I read. I would even read to him . I love reading. I could scream and yell as loud as I want, no one around to hear, just me and Milo . I couldn't describe Milo I think I'll just pick a dog who needs love,just like me who needs to be free,just like Me...
