The Rise To The Top

Part 6

I ran back to the girls and met up with them "hey" "hey's, what's wrong?" "huh" "you and Jaxon, you two dont seem to be getting along" "were fine" just then the two boys walked in then met up with jaxon and the other boys "see, thats them" i pointed to the boys and the girls also looked. :damn you're right, they do looked like jaxon" just then Jaxon walked over with landon, andrew and the other two "hey girls, i want you to meet my brothers, jason and jacob" "hey" "so thats why you guys look so similar" "yup" jacob said "jake, thats emelia, sydney and sofia" "oh" then they looked at me "so you're the emelia jaxon keeps talking about" Jaxon blushed then landon and andrew spoke "see, we told you he doesnt shut up about her" 

After dance me and the girls started walking home "so what did you think of jaxons brothers" "idk" i said "i thought they were kina cute" syd said "what about landon" "everythings fine" "oh, emelia what about you and jaxon" "were ...ok" "didnt you and jaxon kiss back in the gym" "yeah" "so are you guys a thing now" "no" "why" "because what if he leaves? we'd be getting close again then leaving" "oh, you're scared" "yeah, cause we've gotten close to people befpre and they left, think about our parents, they all left, think about our exes" "yeah yeah, people came and gone" "and you're not scared the boys will too" "no not really"  "i dont know" we got home then i walked upstairs and changed into something comfy before laying down then watching tv. 

Just then Sydney walked in "hey" "hey" "i was coming to talk to you" "about what" "earlier today" "oh, whats up" she sat on my bed "you asked if we were scared about the boys leaving, and i know we said no but honestly, i am scared, Landon hasnt gotten as close to me as you think, i know it may seem like it when were flirting but he's still stuck at one simple peck" "really" "yeah, lan knows im scared of getting hurt but like you said, its hard to trust them because people have left" "yeah" "hows you and jaxon? honestly" "well, he's been calling me and he's wondering why i wont answer his calls back but its because i cant face all the questions, he overheard how we cant get close cause people will leave and now i know he's gonna ask a bunch of questions" "but does he ask questions when you talk to him?" "no"  "does he ask a lot of questions when you see each other" "no" "exactly" "but how do i know he wont leave" "you dont, but i dont think you should hold back on possibly experiencing what could be the best love ever, if you dont try" "yeah you're right" just then i got a text, i looked at my phone "who is it?" she asked "jaxon.." she smiled then got up "go, i can watch everything while your gone" i slightly smiled and got up, got my shoes on then walked over to jaxons house. 

As soon as i walked up, jaxon opened the door, "emelia.." "you texted" he smiled then moved out of the way, signaling for me to come in "wheres the boys" "the twins are out with jacob and jason at the bowling alley getting pizza" "oh" "yeah" he walked in front of me then we walked up to his room, he sat on his bed and i sat next to him "so whatd you wanna talk about" "what i said earlier, i meant what i said, i wanna be close to you" "but jaxon, i told you i cant trust cause people have left before" "but im not everyone else" he looked at me, taking one of my hands in his "i'm not gonna ask a shit ton of questions, i just want you to trust me, i want you, emelia. what the boys said earlier was true, you're the one i cant stop talking about" "but what about trust" "you have to listen to your heart, maybe even take a leap of faith, you dont have to do it right away, but try to open your heart to trusting me, i need you" he said was slightly gripping my hand, not hard but strong and firm, i looked at him then thought about it "you're right" "what" "i should learn to take risk in life, i may have past history that makes it hard to trust, but you're not someone else, you're new and i dont know who you are" he slightly smiled "emelia, i promise im not gonna do something to hurt you, you mean a lot to me, since the first day i saw you, i thought you were always cute, plus you're funny, you can make me laugh and you're the reason i dont fall into depression everynight" i slightly smiled. He turned more towards me then gently placed one hand on my cheek, looking into my eyes, he then softly said "i love you, nothing can take that away...." i slightly gasp then he looked at my lips then back into my eyes. He placed a soft kiss on my lips and it felt like all the fear i had of him hurting him, suddenly left, I kissed back and he melted into the kiss, his hands cupping my face, as he slightly pushed me back, making me stand up as he pushed me against the wall, i slightly smiled, he grabbed the back of my legs and wrapped them around his waist. He slightly moved closer, and i set my arms on his shoulders, running his hair between my fingers "should we... be doing this" i said in between breaths "i dont care.... i dont wanna stop" his hands met as they both were holding my waist, they slowly moved higher, under my shirt, perfectly around my stomach "just do it" i said "you want me too?" "mhm" he lifted my shirt off then went back to kissing me. As our kiss intensified, his lips moved from mine down to my neck, a couple soft moans escaped my lips. "jaxon.." "shhh, not one word princess" he put one finger in front of my lips. I ran my hands down his chest, to the bottom of his shirt as he watched "damn.." he softly bit his lip and i slowly lifted it higher "dont tease, you know you want it" he smirked, i took it off "god..ive never seen you shirtless" "thats because you've never been in my room making out with me" "well, you're kinda still new" "then.." he leaned closer and whispered in my ear "lets change that" "damn, someone with that voice can kill" he kissed me rough then put his hands under my thighs, walked over then layed down on the bed with him on top. 

He smiled at the fact that he was on top, he slowly started kissing down my body then back up and kissed me "you're so hot, yk that?" "yes, you tell me that" he smiled then softly kissed me, i gently played with his hair while he slid down my pants, i slightly giggled then wrapped my legs around his waist "you gotta take mine off first" i bit my lip then slid his pants off. He smirked then kissed me and he went for it.