Learning that another girl had fallen for..the nice guy in glasses wasn't a surprise really, I just felt bad cause she didn't know what his preference was..but I didn't say anything. I thought he would tell her in way she would understand and well not get hurt..I'm not gonna blame him though he probably did it the nicest way he could..and well rejection is a hard thing to deal with especially at this age..when some of us get what we want and then are finally denied things... for a change.
. What made it worse is that a friendship terminated right after..she released her emotions which is normal..and well another good friend saw..this and was fully made aware of the situation and stepped in to protect her confronting him..then they're friendship terminated..I've come to believe though..that he can't do it like that..snap of a finger..theyre probably still some lingering memories'..ever since I moved schools, I tried seeing them at the axiom when I could calling and texting when I could and then it started to go down hill at home. I have memories of our freshman year flying around rapid speed in my mind..and they have been there for me and I want to be there for them.
. Then the divorce happened..to be announced..and its been awkward..not being able to see my friends and make sure its alright ..cause im stuck at home not allowed to go places most the time and I'm at home with my brother and dad..mom finds an escape so she can deal with this ...and he hasn't realized that its all falling apart too fast for him to do anything about it..then there was the death of cam right after the divorce was announced...lance..lost his memories so he wont remember a damn thing..my aunt patty died after her last sweet visit to me for Easter..then aunt joy died during finals week...i definitely thought I wouldn't pass those things because of this stuff on my mind..and apparently I did..then Skylar..sweet little Skylar and her father were murdered by her sister last Sunday in their...trailer...
. I'm losing people left and right man..i think I just found out my biggest fear..the fear of being alone..
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F**k...I've done it again
Short StoryI have made some mistakes changing schools..i have become less connected with my friends who always supported me..and its..all my fault..i feel as if I was there none of this would happen..
