Grimm?

Chapter 4

Monroe has made time everyday to see you and you can tell hes trying really hard to get your trust back. You sorta trust him again only sorta. He's sitting on your couch with you watching a movie when his phone rings. Its Nick. He looks at you questioning. "Go on. Go do whatever it is you need to do to help Nick." "I'll be back as soon as I can." You nod. "Be careful and stay safe Roe." He looks at you surprised. You haven't called him your special nickname since he hurt you. "I mean it. Whatever Nick needs help with is gonna be dangerous so please be careful Roe." He nods "I'll be careful."

Monroe calls you. Nick is in the hosiptal. A ogre wesen beat him up trying to get to Hank. You go to the hosiptal. You walk into Nick's room. "Nick." He looks at you "What are you doing here?" "Monroe told me what happened." He nods then his phone rings. Hes talking to Monroe and you can hear the shake in Monroe's voice. When Nick hangs up you give Nick a look and ask "what did you make him do?" He doesn't answer. "Nick." "He killed the wesen after Hank." Your eyes widen. No wonder Monroe's voice was shaking. He just broke the vow to himself that he wouldn't kill again even by accident. You look at Nick "You have no idea what you just did to him do you?" "Did what to who?" "Did to Monroe." "What did I do?" "He vowed to himself he wouldn't kill. You just caused him to break that vow.  He's  gonna be shaken to his core and he's gonna hate himself for it even if it was to protect Hank." "Oh." "Yeah oh. Stay away from him for a bit while I try to fix the damage you caused him." Nick nods.

Monroe opens the door to you and you move past him into his house. "I know what you did." Monroe looks at you "what did I do?" "Killed someone to protect Hank. Nick told me. I was in his room when you called him. I could hear your voice shaking." Monroe sighs and basically collapses onto his couch sitting.  You sit next to him and wrap your arms around him. He leans into you. "You're gonna be Okay Roe. I know it broke your vow but this wasn't an innocent person. This guy killed lots of people and was going to kill Hank and keep on killing. You stopped him from killing Hank and  anyone else. Yes you may have killed him but he needed to be stopped and you stopped him." Monroe sighs and looks at you. You smile softly at him and say "This doesn't change who you are. You didn't lose control and kill someone. You protected someone your friend cares about. I won't let you beat yourself up over it Roe." He nods "Thank you I think I needed to hear that." "Anytime Roe."

Of course the next time Nick drags Monroe  into something dangerous and you find out is when they're going after an illegal wesen fighting ring and they kidnap Monroe. You keep going between being absolutely pissed at Nick about him dragging Monroe into this and worried that neither of them have contacted you. Finally Monroe shows up bloody and beaten. "Roe!" You run to him and start to check his wounds. "Inside first." You nod and help Monroe inside his house and onto the couch. You take care of his wounds. You're just  holding him close and running your fingers through his hair. He tells you what happened. You start crying realizing just how close you came to losing Monroe tonight.

Monroe looks at you crying and wipes your tears away with his thumbs. "Why are you crying Jean?" "I could have lost you tonight." "Hey I'm right here. I'm gonna be fine." You look into those big puppy eyes of his. He's just watching you. You lean forward and press your lips to his. You feel him hesitate for a second then he kisses you back.

When you finally break for air you just look at each other. You both lean in and kiss again. You end up straddling him again. You know he's hurt so you're trying to be careful but he's not. He woges and you just keep kissing him. You break for air again. You look into Monroe's eyes and say "Claim me." "Jean I want to but I'm not going to claim you while you're not thinking straight." "Monroe I could have lost you forever tonight. It made me realize that I can't live without you and that im in love with you. For the first time in my life I'm finally seeing things clearly. I want no need you to claim me Monroe." "Im in love with you too. I'll claim you."

Monroe stands up with you still on his lap and he lifts you like you were nothing. You forget how strong he really is. You keep kissing while he carries you to his bed. He lays me down breaking the kiss. We help the other undress kissing each others newly exposed skin. Monroe takes his time opening you up and getting you ready for him using his mouth and long fingers. When he's finally inside you its heaven. Monroe makes love to you. You cum biting into Monroe's naked shoulder. He follows seconds later biting into your neck with the claiming bite. We come down from the high and cuddle together.

"I love you my Monroe." "I love you too my Jean." You kiss him gently and go back to cuddling. You don't know what the future holds or what dangerous thing Nick will drag Monroe into next. What you do know is that you are Monroe's forever and he's yours and you will be by his side through whatever happens for the rest of our lives.