She's here. In my arms. Her warm hug feel so good against my bare cold skin. After what seemed like forever, she was finally back in my arms. I slowly pushed her warmth away. I lifted my head to see her sobbing into her small and fragile hands.
"I have searched everywhere for you Rahael!!!!! I have cried my self to sleep countless times. I have researched so much stuff. And then you just show up out of the blue? What the hell is going on here!?! Rachael please tell me." I say it with so much passion being careful to not let anger take over me because no matter how much I hate her doing this to me, I will always love the human being until the day I die.
"I-i I'm so sorry Thomas. I really am. I. I just can't tell you." I can tell she firced the words out of her mouth. I can tell she didn't mean them one bit, but still I forced a gentle smile.
She leaned in to hug me but I moved away swiftly. I could see the hurt in her deep sea blue eyes.
"Thomas. Please." She said in between cries.
She tried to grab my hand but I pulled away. I pretended to have and itch on my neck as an excuse. I wanted to touch her so badly. I wanted to have her soft body against my bare and almost lifeless skin. Ive loaned for this for a long time since she vanished. And now that I can have her. And now that she wants me. It just dosent seem right.
"Thomas please!" She was now screaming but her screams soon turned into sobs once again.
"Justin. Please."
"What?"
I saw as panic took over her flawless skin. Even with makeup and dirt smeared over her face she was beautiful. But I couldn't let that distract me at this moment.
"What did you just say to me?" I asked softly.
"I I. I mean Thomas. I don't know what I was thinking." Her words sounded bizarre. Had she really just called me another man's name?
"You're not my Rachael. Your not the girl I fell in love with over 7 years ago. You're. You're" I stumbled to let the words escape my mouth, but as soon as they did, I was terrified. Of what? I couldn't exactly tell you.
"You're. You're. You're and imposter! You're not my Rachael. My Rachel loves me and would never, and I mean never, call me anyone else's name no matter how confused or frustrated she was! And she wouldnt hurt me and all of her worried family like this!" I started to back away. And soon my feet were running. I needed to get as far away from her as possible. In the faint distance I could hear her yelling. I turned back to see this fake one more time.
She screamed, "You will never find her! Never. No matter how hard you try." And then I saw her pull something from her jacket. I looked like it was a gun. So many emotions crossed my face, but as soon as I saw that gun, I knew it was time to leave. Time to find the real Rachael. My Rachael.
This girl may of looked like Rachael, but she wasn't. As soon as I was as far away from her as possible I screamed. I put as much love and passion into my next words as possible.
"Rachael! I will find you! Even if I have to swim the depts of the sea, cross the hottest scorching deserts or just sit in one place forever. But no matter what it is!! No matter how hard! I promise baby girl. I will find you. And we will be together again. Even if its the last thing I do!" I fell to my knees and cried. For what seemed like the longest time I cried and cried and cried. But that was abruptly stopped when I felt the cold end of a barrel on my neck.
"Get up" she said it so cold and lifelessly showing no emotion what so ever.
"Now"
