Wavering at the Thought of You

Where do I lay in your heart?

-Seungri and Jiyong's POV-

Shit.

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They both stood still, Jiyong on top of Seungri. The tips of their noses are almost touching, it was as if time had stopped, well, at least for them.

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-Jiyong's POV-

Sigh. Why did this have to happen again I thought everything was going back to normal. Sigh.

Why do I always mess things up?

I had wanted all of us to be the band that would and will be always together, but if I do this would it still be the same? What if I continued off from last time, would he accept me, would the guys accept me as I am, would the rest of the world accept us? Sigh. Eottokae... I, I don't want to hurt anyone, especially him. Over the years, I always felt something change when I saw him. I, maybe I ...

"Ji-Hyung?"

I felt a soft hand stroking my face, breaking my train of thoughts with his melodic voice,

"Ne Panda?"

"Why are you crying, wait... is it me?!"

Crying...? Oh, I guess I didn't realise. I looked down to see a panic stricken panda. I chuckled, stroking his cheeks to reassure him.

"Hey."

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-Seungri's POV-

It kind of shocked me to see Jiyong Hyung crying. It reminded me of the time of the scandal... I hate to see him weak, but then again it makes me happy, thinking that maybe, just maybe I'm one of those people he is able to open up his heart to.

"Hey."

My heart raced, as he leant his face towards me, whispering in a husky voice. I gulped, this is my hyung, we're brothers and brothers should always stay brothers. I think. I slightly parted my lips as he edged closer to me, I looked down in embarrasment as he huskily whispered, only a few inches away from my lips.

"Hey."

Unconciously my eyes darted to his lips, I could feel myself turn pink as he chuckled.

"What's up 'Mr. Im'ma Sexy Back', isn't this your area of expertise?"

I let out a nervous laugh as I cautiosly watched his lips get closer and closer until I could feel his breath on my lips, making them quiver, "What are you talking about Hyung? We're- we're just playing, right?" Argh you pabo, why was that in the form of a question, I mentally hit my head as I noticed Jiyongs face darken.

"Hyu-"

With a thud, he pushed me down on the bed, trapping under his arms and our nether regions dangerously close.

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-Jiyongs POV-

I hate it. I hate the fact that he sees it as a giant joke we present to the media as 'fan service'. Is it only me that gets affected whenever he gets oh-so-dangerously-close? Is it bad to think if we weren't idols, just normal people, that we could have lov...

I don't like this, I feel as if GD would regret it but Jiyong would've done it even if it meant giving up his life as being 'G-dragon'.

Would Seungri? Do I even dare to ask? I'm not even sure how he'd reply... Knowing the maknae he would probably freeze, think of it as a joke and shrug it off. AIGOO~ I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE!!

Ugh... And the moods gone now as well. I looked down at the, now very puzzled, panda while raking my hair in frustration. "Come on seungri, we'll be late for rehearsals." I dragged my body off him and made my way to my walk in wardrobe.
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-Seungri's POV-

I let out a exhausted sigh as I stood in the doorway of Jiyong Hyungs apartment. "HYUNG HURRY UP."
Being the fashionista he is, the time taken to choose and dress... is a lot.
I waited as I heard a reply from him and looked at the hallway. He smiled at his masterpiece then gasped letting his jaw drop in shock, as he looked in my direction.

"What?" I said, looking down in confusion, I was wearing a simple tank top with black skinny jeans. I sighed out of frustration, realising what was wrong. "Ji-Hyung, Youngbae-Hyung got me this as a birthday present, he got all pouty yesterday, saying how I don't love him anymore"

"You LOVE him?"

Uh-Oh that definitely was a growl, I nervously replied, "I love everyone in BigBang, I love Youngbae-Hyung, Dae-Hyung, TOP-Hyung and I love yo..." I blushed as I just realised what I nearly said.

Jiyong raised his eyebrows in amusement, "Oh? What was that? I didn't quite catch what you were saying, do you mind repeating it for me?"

I looked down and pouted towards the ground as I whispered begrudgingly, "And I love you too..." I felt the blood rush to my face and ears.

"Good Boy."

He patted my head as he walked towards the door giving me a quick peck on the lips as he passed by with a smirk. A quick peck? Eh?! "HYUNG~!!" I chased after him as he ran to the car, laughing loudly.

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Author's Note:

I know, I know, What about the smut? I did say a little, but don't worry they'll be some later ;) .

Thank you guys for reading this,
I really, really appreciate it ^^.