home sweet home

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Sophie:

It was weird coming back to Germany. I lived all my childhood in Spain and now I'm coming "home". My parents are very excited to come back home. After spending years working on Barcelona, my dad is now working again on FC Bayern München. My mom planned our week to visit family and friends that we hadn't seen in a while. Even though we were away, we still managed to keep up with them. They usually visited us because my dad was always too busy to travel and my mom is afraid of airplanes and trains, so we only travel all together.
While they are glad to be coming back to their hometown, my brother and I arent't that much. We left everything in Spain. Our friends, our house, most of our things. It was sort of a new beggining for us. I was hoping that things would be better because when I said I was going back to Germany, my boyfriend got mad and said that he was cheated on me either way and that he would broke up with me eventually. I loved him, I didn't want to break up, I just wanted to warn him what was going to happen with our relationship while I was gone. But he actually made things easier for me.
Oh well, for my brother, he was younger than me, it didn't make that big of a difference because it is really easy for him to make new friends. However for me it's almost impossible. Don't get me wrong, I love people, but I'm very shy. I wanted to me more extroverted like him, but I can't.
When I was little it was worst. I wouldn't talk to anybody and I had difficulty talking to the teacher and even talking about my feelings with people. Thankfully, now, I just can't make the first contact with someone. I can't present myself or even answer a "hello" from a stranger. It's hard for me to put myself to the world.
The weirdest thing of all this is that I'm a model. In front of the cameras I am a new woman. I'm not a professional model, but I'm hoping to become one someday. I haven't done any professional shoots, but I had appeared in some commercials back in Spain when I was 13-15 years old. Now that I'm turning 22, I hope to sign with the Berlin company that has surrounded me since I was 18. My mom said she would allow me to this year, but my dad is a little consirned in letting me go, and to live alone. But the truth is, this will never feel like home.

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Hii sweeties!! I know I haven't finished the other fanfic buuut this idea came up and I decided to upload this new story! Summer break has come and I'm having more free time, so I'll try to upload a lot :)) I hope you guys enjoy this hahah :3

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