~ LOOKING BACK ~

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People skip towns and move on with their life

while I'm the only one left
Thinking bout the times

where we were alone
With everything In our hold

Unaware of the world growing outside

Wishing we would grow and enjoy the freedom of life
And leave the town without saying goodbye

Oh I was so naive back then
I didn't realize I was leaving myself behind

Now I'm wishing I could go back to the times
We never had, n-never had
Enough time.































I miss a lot of things that I have left behind, I am the type of person that takes forever to move on, changing schools was really hard on me even thought it's such a simple thing for some people. I see people who moved after me thriving, making friends but I was just not capable of that. I do think that I tried at first, to fight all my nervous instincts from the new environment, put myself  out there, but sometimes people were mean, sometimes I came of defensive and well I didn't have a thicker skin back then. After that I think I had a complete personality change as someone who loved talking, started staying quiet, not by choice but by circumstances..well whatever I hav3 found two people who I love very much now..its better but I still look back and think..what if?

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