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Chpt 1. Last Beating...

... 2 weeks ago...
(Dream)
PROLOGUE (IDK IF I SPELLED THAT RIGHT...PLS COMMENT IF I DIDNT )PROLOGUE
Xaria P.O.V

"Stop yelling! You're just like your mother!", he yelled as he dragged me across the floor by my hair.

"Please! Please dad! Stop!", I yelled as he slammed me against the wall. He punched me in the face as he went to grab for his belt.

"Shut up! You're the reason she left us!", he yelled as he started whipping me repeatedly. My legs and shoulders felt as if they were on fire.

"Dad please stop! Ahhhhhhh!*screaming sob*", I yelled and screamed. I started to get dizzy from the pain and the amount of hits he had given me.

I was able to get the littlest amount of strength to slap him. He was stunned.

"You little bitch!", was all I heard before everything went black...
I woke up gasping for air. Its just a dream....its just a dream..
I looked at the clock ahead of me.

It was only 3:15am.
For the past weeks, every night has been like this.
Basically ever since the last beating my dad gave me. He has so much anger and sadness inside of him from my mom leaving.

He blames me for it. Sometimes I can't help but sit and wonder....is it my fault? My dad is a cop, so right after he finished his duties, he would go and drink. He would get so wasted to the point where he doesn't remember what he does to me.

I tend to avoid the topic in the mornings. He as only been able to remember one or two of the beatings, but particaly. Whenever I get these nighmare flashback things, I can't go back to sleep. I got up and went to rinse my face with some water.

I looked into the mirror and instantly blew up into tears. I was sobbing heavily. I put my back against the bathroom down and slid down. I was on the floor sobbing. The fact that my own mother abandoned me, and probably because of me, hurt a lot. I cried until I fall asleep. Just as I slowed me sobs I managed to fall into a mightmareless sleep.