May 2023
"Okay okay. I just got done with it lex and oh my god you won't believe the trip I took to Houston. It was so pretty there!! And-" I looked at my stories on instagram to see one from Schlatt. He hasn't posted in a while and it was some random song I didn't know? I looked at his profile and shes gone. All of her is gone? Would it be crazy to ask if he's okay?
"Hey lex I'll have to call you back. I um. Have to go take a shower!" She said okay and hung up the phone. I looked over everything again to see if it was real? Was I just being dumb? Or what that women really gone? Before I could even think I was back on his story and typing.
You okay?
Sent.Oh god. What did I did! Why did I do that. That will look so tuckung creepy. He's not gonna respond to.
Jschlatt
Yeah as good as it gets.I looked at the text and didn't know at all what to do in this moment. This was schlatt but it's not the one I always knew. I didn't know the changes in the past two years. I know nothing really. I didn't even know how to text back.
I'm here if you need anything or
If you just want to talk. I'm here :)Call from
Jschlatt"H hello?" I said as I tried to calm down. Why did he call me? I know I said I'd be here but I wasn't ready for this yet!
"Hey stell. You been okay?" He said. He voice was a little deeper. He still sounded quite like he did last time we saw each other. But this time he sounded sad? But happy? Why though?
"Yeah. I um. You know this is really about you. I'm sorry to hear yall aren't? Together anymore??" I said trying to make it not seem like I was stalking him.
"Yeah. Um. She just wasn't really I guess what I thought. Spent three years with her and. It just wasn't it"
"You'll find someone for you! You're a good guy and. You're a good person it will happen someday" I said trying to be as nice as I could be. To be honest it hurt me to hear him like this and he deserved the whole world in my opinion.
"Nope. I'm done Stella. Completely done dating."
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Sometime had past and things seemed to be getting better, Schlatt was back to being his dumb self and everything was almost back to before, even Ted was talking to him again or. From what i knew they were, apparently Ted was one of the few who knew the whole time everything. They just never told me anything.I sat on the couch looking at my feed to see if anything interesting can up as my boyfriend. Came up behind me.
Look okay i know this looks horrible but you dont know the full truth. It's not what you think there's no cheating no words being told. It's just friends i swear.
"Hey were leaving. We're going into the city come on" HE said as he started walking to the door.
"I thought it was a stay home day? You told me we were going to?" I frowned as I thought about it. I knew what he was going to say. He wanted to go hang out with our new friends. While my friends but he for some reason loved being near Max and Abby. A little bit more Abby than Max but I never questioned it. I got up finally and followed behind as we left to go met them.
~~"Yeah oh my god. It's going to be amazing! Yes it's all the way up in like Maine but who cares! I'll come down all the time-" Abby said. She was talking about how she finally got into her dream school up in Maine and she'll be living up there and coming down for breaks. HE looked at her as she talked and I signed wanting the night over with. I heard my phone go off and looked at it
Jmoney
That streams was so long!! I did
Not think it was going to be that
Long today. I hope you are doing
okay today. You'll have to tell me
All about it when you're back home.
Read 11:36pmI smiled at the text. Honestly if It wasn't for him i wouldn't have been able to get through the night. On the way to town I was watching his stream. Watching as he was reacting to more tiktoks. They for some reason kept being able guys kissing tonight but it was still worth it. HE noticed my smile and looked at my phone.
"Oh schlatt texted. Haha. I thought it was someone else. Was his stream any good tonight? I saw you watching on the way here?" HE asked. It wasn't in a nice tone either. HE know the truth. HE know more than Schlatt did that. And he almost seemed mad at me for it.
"I mean yeah. It wasn't okay cuz a bunch of gay stuff tonight you know how those streams are sometimes" I said trying to smile and make it seem like I didn't notice the tone he was using. Abby and Max both looked over at me and kept asking about the stream. HE sat back in his chair listening.
"Yeah I don't know. Hey Ted did say it's not a real thing so I trust he's not really gay? I mean come on how can chops mean gay?? That's just weird-"
"Hey Max u have a question. Can we borrow Abby for a threesome?" HE said. I looked at him shocked. Nowhere did we talk about that or did it need to be a conversation in the first place?
"I um. I mean. Sure? Ahh. If Abby is okay with it?"~~
After HE asked about the threesome everyone got quiet. We all decided to go back home after that one because honestly it ruined it for everyone. On the way home, HE tried to explain to me why he even asked. Apparently he just wanted to add something. Spice things up but in his way. And honestly I didn't even mind but felt betrayed he didn't even ask me first. It was always his idea and the more I thought about it. The more I thought about it. This was the last straw.*a few days earlier*
"I mean he literally was bugging me and freaking out at me when I was sitting at her graduation! Schlatt he got pissed cuz I didn't answer his call during one of my sisters biggest moment. I mean what the fuck!" I said slightly crying. It pissed me off and I couldn't take anymore of HIM.
"Stella you know I love you but he's not right for you. And I say this with care.HEs making life hell for you and that's not right. Plus that dude probably can't even tell his feet from my hands. Probably has the smallest dick over anyways" he said laughing. I smiled and tried to feel better with the joke but couldn't.
"Look. You need someone who will love you not tear you down and if that means leaving him than do it! Don't let the thoughts or opinions of him dictate how you live Stella it's your life and you're not stuck."
~~I got up finally after not really sleeping much and looked at my phone. It was a Saturday and HE was off. Today was going to be the day. I was going to follow Schlatts words. It's my life. No one else's. I got up. Put on a cute outfit and texted him to meet me for coffee. We agreed on a place and then it was go time.
When I got there I saw HIM. I felt bad for doing this but it had to be done.
"Hey babe. Did you sleep good this morning?" He said as we both sat down. I nodded and looked at the menu.
I'm not even hungry now. Why'd I agree to do this? I felt my watch go off and looked at the notification.Jmoney
You got this Stella.
Dont pussy out!I took a deep breath and-
"I think it's time to end this. Honestly. It hasn't felt like we're even together and you try to control things. And also a threesome? Really? We haven't even have sex in months but randomly you want a threesome? Maybe that's just me but it sounds messed up and that's that. I do care for you but not in the way I used too." I breathed again and finally relaxed some. HE just smiled and nodded.
"That's fine. I saw it coming and I guess it's a good thing we're on mural terms." HE looked almost sad. But now in the way I wanted. More in the way of now he'd come out to lunch for nothing.
"Good I'm glad we agree. I guess this is goodbye. It's been nice knowing you. Any of your stuff I'll drop off soon"
"Goodbye Stella. It was nice while it lasted. Oh yeah and one last thing. You're promising me you're not leaving to go be with Schlatt." He said. I didn't say anything and just walked back to my car trying not to cry. While I was glad for it to be over. I still felt so small still. Like I was still over HIS control. I took my phone out and clicked on the contact to the best I could in my blurry vision."Hey J. C can you um. Can you meet me at target. I really need you right now"
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Alright!!! We're finally at the point I can tell a story not just backstory that half I don't remember much of. I hope you have enjoyed til now. It does get good and was fast pace but. The next parts a good one. :)
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