Everyday and night, she would get carried away in a unstoppable, miserable storm of her thoughts and feelings, all at once, just crowding her brain. It wore her out. She wish she could stop it. It made her more on edge, stressed, sad, and anxious. She rarely talked and was quiet because she could never break free from her mind . It was like her own mind was a prison. She heard about Tsuki, and was impressed with how happy and nice she was. She wish she could be like her, so much. She seemed so free. Maybe, just maybe... could she share some happiness and be her friend? She knew that Tsuki may be able to help her and distract her brain from all of its repeating anxious scenes and thoughts. Maybe she could change. But, would Tsuki be willing to be friends with her and spend time with her? She didn't know if she was even worth Tsuki's time. Wait- what if some of her sadness was contagious to her? She couldn't think of how horrible and cruel of a person she would be if she made someone as perfect as her sad. But maybe, possibly, it couldn't happen, right? Maybe... she wasn't totally worthless. Ah! No! Stop, that's... Ugh. Tsuki's thoughts were rubbing on her. No, I don't deserve anything. But, wasn't feeling not worthless what she wanted? yes, but maybe it was risky. She could infect the whole villages' happiest person and make her sad. That would be so cruel. No, there's still a chance of this ending in happiness...After a few more minutes of escalating thoughts of war in her mind, she decided that she would let herself try out this friendship.

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