The rain pours from the gray clouds I sigh setting my book down on my night stand. closing the blinds and turning my lamp off.
I close my eyes listening to the soft ticking sound as the rain hit my windowsill, I lay there thinking about my mother Amelia grace
You may be wondering, what happened? My mother died giving birth just 6hrs after having Me. My father still blames me to this day.. I don't mind though.
I found comfort in pacifiers, diapers, and sippy cups it may seem odd but.. it brings me back to my childhood memories that i didn't get to have..
It's been two months since I discovered that I liked this kinda stuff my best friend Victor has Also been super helpful for me. Although he doesn't know about my regression although he knows I'm gay.
I lay in my bed regressed happily sucking my paci I decided to go on Omegle looking for a caregiver over text
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Omegle
Hewo"
"Hi dear"
"Is Chu a daddy?"
"Yea I am why?"
"Wooking for daddy.."
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After a few hours of talking to the man I met on Omegle we exchanged phone numbers and social medias
The next morning I wake up and rub my eyes. whimpering at my wet diaper I had one of the workers in my adbl daycare help me put them on, but it was Saturday i didn't have daycare so i had to be a big boy.
I crawl out of bed waddling to my dresser and picking a band shirt with some blue Jeans and black sneakers. I grab my phone texting my best friend Victor
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"Good morning Vic!"
"Morning sweetheart"
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His nicknames always made me feel so happy inside if anything ever happens i know who to call, Victor was there when my dad abused me until I bleed he was there when my boyfriend was manipulating and so much more.
