Im not scared of you...

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Ilay's POV:

Flashback...

Glas breaking, my older brother screaming. Me hiding in my closet, when my uncle tears it open, covered with blood...

I jolt up in my bed, sweaty as always after those nightmares. I groan before locking a the time 4:30 in the morning, to more hours before I have to get up. I sink back into my pillows and try to sleep again.

But after like half an hour later I give up and get up. After a shower I begin to clean the apartment. I share it with my bestfriend who is also my roommate. It can sometimes be annoying, but most of the time it's pretty cool.

After cleaning I decide to get some sandwiches from our favorite brunch spot, before Jasper wakes up, so we can have breakfast together before work.

A few minutes later when he is back home again

When I come back home Jasper is already awake with just a towel around his waist, wet hair and preparing coffee. „Good Morning." he smiles. „Hi Jasp." I say, before frowning „I told you not to walk around...half naked." I slightly scold him. He just chuckles „I know, but it's nice, also just admit that I'm just way to hot for you to handle." (They are not in a realationship...ny). I grin and shake my head.

„You had your nightmares again...I heard you..." Jasper whispers and I look up at him. I just nod, he knows of my nightmares, about everything. He is the only person I have ever opened up to ever. „I didn't meant to wake you." „I know, but you know that I have a light sleep, and always wake up. You can just come over for...distractions." he wiggles his eyebrows. „No, but seriously, we could play games, go on a walk, or talk. To distract you. Alright?" I nod. And (finally) hand him his sandwich. Which he directly devours.

I just watch him for a few seconds, before eating mine as well.

He is right, he is kinda sexy...with only the towel and wet hair...but I would never start something with him. He is my bestfriend right?